Dear Destiny (Book 4 of T4BBAI)

Kabanata 3

HE'S COMING

ANGEL POV

-FLASHBACK-

It's been three days ng maghiwalay kami ni Dwayne.. I'm crying all the times here at my bed... I might die in stress and depressed!

Agad akong napatingin sa cellphone ko ng tumunog ito..

-Lucas Calling-

I didn't answer any phone calls, I don't care if it's Emergency or not,

All I know for now is to cry...

Agad namang nagsalita sa phone si Lucas...

[Angel? Are you still alive? I want to come in, please? I know you're in pain for those lies, I know you're hurt for everything, but I'm always here outside your door, it's been also three days since I sleep in a floor for the first time, are you hungry? Are you still alive? Breathing? I want to see you okay Angel, I'm always here..] and the voice call ended

Tumulo ang luha ko.. It's hurt because I'm making everyone worry, but I'm also in pain...

Niyakap ko ang unan ko at humagulgol...

Everyone's worry.. But not him..

Napatingin nanaman ako sa phone dahil may nag voice call..

I was supposed to cancel it but the voice continue

[Angel?] I stopped for a moment it's Him...

[Angel, please take care of yourself, kahit na wala ako sa tabi mo, I want you to live happily without me, I want you to take care of yourself while I'm not there, don't worry, this will be the last message, I'll forget you, I promise that, I'm letting you go because I love you, Bye... Last word,] he said then the voice call end...

Umiyak nanaman ako, inaalala ko lahat ng memories namin..

All the gifts he gave me..

All the love he gave me..

All the hugs he gave me..

All the songs he sang to me..

All the kisses he gave me..

He makes me laugh after I cry...

He makes me smile when I'm sad..

I miss the old times..

I miss you Dwayne..

Yeah, go forget me Dwayne, I'm not worthy

You don't deserve someone like me...

Dinaan ko nalang lahat sa iyak, iyak ako ng iyak

Hanggang sa di ko namalayan, nakatulog ako kakaiyak...

I woke up, it's already night...

Umupo ako sa kama at nagkusot ng mata...

Agad na nagutom ako kaya napahawak ako sa tyan ko, tatlong araw na din ng hindi ako kumakain..

Tumayo ako sa kama at unti-unting binuksan ang pintuan ng kwarto ko..

It's 4:30am..

Agad akong tumingin sa kanan ko at nakita si Lucas na nakasandal sa pader at tulog...

I'm so sorry Lucas..

Naawa ako sa kanya...

Nag-indian seat ako sa harap nya, hinawi ang buhok nyang nasa mukha nya na..

Agad akong nagulat ng bigla nyang hawakan ang kamay ko..

Napalunok ako, unti unti nyang binuksan ang mata nya..