See the thing is,
the eyes of the stranger judge
leave my feelings intact...
because I know who I am
and I know what the realness of wanting to degrade someone is.
What does touch me, what does enter the deepness of my heart,
is the depreciation of the ones I do care,
the real ones, those who you put your soul into
those who attack in the moment you felt the greatest...
when you expected the world from them,
those who made your other dark thoughts go away.
And the only reason that it hurts
its because of who it came from,
because you trusted their arms to hold you back
it only hurts because of the simple reason that...
you felt safe, and now you are terrified
of loosing that only sense of
f a i t h
. . .
a. mayela
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Amanda's Random Feelings.
AcakI have no clue what I'm doing, just wanted something to share & write random shit that goes through my head. To anyone that reads (if anyone does lmao), hope you can relate or somewhat enjoy. k bye :))
