~You'll Blow Us All Away~ LAMS Hamilton

Happiness has Arrived(5)

(A/N you're welcome guys 😉)
Trigger warning!! (Self harm)

Alex's POV

"I'm going to James's place." Said John

"K. When will you be back?" I asked. I don't know why.

"Don't know" he said

"K bye"

"Bye"

He grabbed his jacket and walked out the door and I walked to the bathroom. Once again I looked at the razor. I...grabbed it and touched it to my skin. I cried. My mom.....

I put the razor down and almost screamed.

To: Pegs💖
Help.

From: Pegs💖
What's wrong

To:Pegs💖
Are you busy?

From: Pegs💖
No

To: Pegs💖
Please come

From: Pegs💖
Be right there

Probably less than 30 seconds later, a panting peggy runs in the room. She immediately rushes to me and hugs me in her sweet embrace.

"I-im sorry for bugging you...I-i should stop relying on you... I- I sh- should learn how to d-deal with it by
m- mys-self..." I said, embarrassed.

"Shhhh shhhh no honey its okay sweet pea shhhh I got you you can always call me I'm always here shhhhsshhh..." She said sweetly. "Th-thanks P-peggy"

We then proceeded to binge watch jacksepticeye. Peggy left to go to the bathroom when a crying John ran in (a/n you're welcome 😉)

I immediately stood up. "John what's wrong??"

"H-he ch-cheated on me" he said

"I'll be right back" I said walking out the door "oh by the way Peggy's in the bathroom" I said and walked out the door.

I ran to James's dorm. I knocked and he opened.

"What makes you think you can just go and treat him like that?!!!!??" I screamed at him

"What are you talking about??" He said calmly and I decked him right in the jaw.

He held onto his jaw and I proceeded to punch him in the solarplex.  He bent over and I kicked him right in the crotch. I then walked away but not before flipping him off.

I arrived at the dorm to see Peggy holding John in a hug much like she had me.

I ran and hugged john and held him tight. He hugged me back and sobbed into my shoulder. He cried and cried for a good 20 minutes. I just held him. He looked at me after a while, then leaned in and kissed me. Before I had a chance to kiss him back he pulled away, blushing. "I- I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that I wasn't thinking. I'm so sorry you probably don't even like me I'm sorry are you straight? Oh man you're straight aren't you oh man I'm so sorry i-" I kissed him. I grabbed his neck and leaned in and kissed him. Once he figured out what was happening, he kissed me back. After a while I pulled back blushing. "So you are gay..." He said with a smirk. "Not quite. I'm Bi" I said with a smirk as well. "All this time I was hoping you were gay then you went and..." I stopped talking, not wanting to bring it back up again. I kissed him again instead. "Before you came.....I almost......cut....." I said quietly. He hugged me tightly. "Please don't..." He whispered into my ear. "Please. Never do that... Okay?" He whispered.".....okay.." I whispered back

Johns POV (previously)

I was about to knock on James's dorm after coming back from the bathroom, when I looked over and saw him and Jefferson....making out...

"HOW COULD YOU JAMES?!!!!?!!??!?" I shouted and ran off.

"JOHN WAIT!" He shouted back. I sprinted to my dorm crying my eyes out.

Time skip (back to present where we were before) brought to you by... Salad

Lafayette's POV

I was at my and Herc's dorm working on my homework sitting on my bed when Herc barged in....with a....baguette???? I ran over and evily stole the baguette

"My precious" I said petting the baguette.

"Laf!! Oh well that was for you anyway" he said and I immediately very obnoxiously ate the bageuette.

"Hey...." Said Hercules with a....seductive? Face and voice. At least I think that's what he was trying to do. Man he's cute

"Laf?" Oh man he caught me staring at him

"You're adorable" I mumbled, hoping he wouldn't hear me

"What??" He said. Aaaaand he heard me

I blushed. So did he for some reason

"Laf what did you say?" I tried to quickly come up with an excuse but I couldn't.

"N-nothing"

"No you said something"

"I-" i sighed "I think you know what I said...." I said quietly

He leaned in and kissed me. Before I could decipher what was happening, he pulled back.

He ran off blushing

"Herc!" I shouted chasing after him. Man, he's fast

Herc's POV

Oh man why did I do that? Why why why why why? I thought to myself while sprinting to the sisters' place. I didn't bother knocking. I ran in and closed and locked the door. I sat on the floor crying and Angelica came up to me and just hugged me. We heard a knock at the door. Angie got up to go answer it and I grabbed her hand.

"Not if its Lafayette"

She nodded "Who is it??" She said to the person outside the door

"Lafayette" the voice Said

"Sorry I'm busy I'll talk to you in a bit!" Said Angie

"Herc I know you're in there, let me talk to you!!" He said sounding desperate.

I walked to the door and opened it a tad

"Can I come in?" He said quietly and I opened the door more. He walked in and kissed me

I was surprised, but once I figured out what was happening I kissed back.

"..I'm.....gonna go......" Said Angie

We kissed for a while when he let go.

"See? Why did you run off??" He said. Not mean, not shouting, not like someone would if they were in an argument, just...softly..

"I-i don't know.... I thought you wouldn't like it, I thought you might tell me you were straight I thought.....I guess I was embarrassed?" I said kind of unsure of myself

(A/N See? It was part of the story. I don't know why you guys read this the book sucks. I suck at writing. But you know who doesn't? You know who's awesome? You know who I've been promoting and telling you guys about for a while now? 0PeggySchuyler obviously. They're an amazing creature. Pleeeeease go check them out.  Love you!! 💗💗❤💖💘💕)