Royal Kingdom Academy

Chapter 18: Her Parents (Part 1)

QUEEN POINT OF VIEW

From a far, I blankly watched my parents happily living with this paradise place. All this time, they are here, hiding and living peacefully like ordinary married couple. While me? They leave me behind sa napaka laking gusali at malawak na palasyo without my parents to guide me. Walang buhay akong napa singhal.

From the tree branch, I jumped and perfectly landed. They really look happy, for how many years ngayon ko na lang muli sila nakita, ilang taon ang ginugol upang matagpuan ang kanilang pinagtataguan. And here I am, already saw them, I thought magiging masaya ako or worse iiyak sa tuwa but I'm wrong, opposite sa nais maramdaman ng puso ko. I'm just blankly watched them secretly from a far.

Napangiti na lamang ako ng mapakla, sa ilang taon na kanilang pagkawala, they lied at me all this time. Buhay sila at payapang namumuhay sa lugar na ito, sa lugar kung saan walang makakatunton sa kanila, kahit ilang taon sila magtago. I've waited for so many years sa pagbabalik nila, I've become patient but what is this? Naging tanga ako sa pangako nila.

Naghintay lang ako sa wala, sa walang kasiguraduhang makakabalik pa sila, but here I am, ito lamang ang mahihinatnan ko mula sa paghihintay! They all deceived me! Curse them! Kung hindi pa ko nag desisyon na kumilos at nagkusang maghanap sa kanila maybe hindi ko na sila makikita muli.

I've become fool! Become stupid to believed their lies! Masyado akung naging uto uto and blind to their act. I blow a disappointed breath, it hurts. I want to cry, blame and shout them sa lahat ng kasalanang ginawa nila sa akin. They are happy habang ako patuloy na nasasaktan.

Simula bata pa lang naghihirap na ako pati naman hanggang ngayon I'm still need to suffer. All their deeds ako tumanggap ng consequences. I'm that unfortunate child? I give them all, become the perfect daughter, prominent young lady and good Crown Princess even my own happiness I give up upang mapagmalaki nila ako but they all now useless.

Mother and Father....

Kung hindi malas na anak, I'm a sinner? May nagawa ba akong mali? May pagkukulang ba akong hindi nabigay at napakita sa kanila? Kung wala, bakit ganito na lamang ako parusahan. It's too painful. I want to scream hanggang matanggal ang sakit na sumasakop sa dibdib ko. Maybe screaming would help to ease my anger.

I can't help it but to feel envy, I want to live like that, peaceful, without thinking anything. I hide my presence and aura at walang ingay na lumakad palapit sa kanila. They are now having a tea time, punong puno nang matatamis na pagkain ang nakalapag sa mesa. I coldly starred at them, niisang beses kaya inisip at nag aalala sila sa akin? Meron bang oras na sinubukan nilang puntahan ako upang tignan ang kalagayan ko?

Kung maibabalik ko ang panahon na hindi sila lumisan, is there a possibility of my family being complete as before? Iisipin pa kaya nilang maglaho muli at iwan ako? Nakakatuwa silang tignan, they look good together. Her Majesty the Queen is still elegantly beauty, while His Majesty the King still have a strict and firm face, his body still in fit.

I stop sa hindi kalayuan sa kanila, nilibot ang paningin at pinagmasdan ang mala paraisong kapaligiran. Mula sa breath taking waterfalls, magical tree and heavenly colorful flowers, beauty indeed. Tumigil ang aking mga mata sa mga tanim na rosas, Her Majesty my Mother's most favorite flowers. Hanggang ngayon mahilig pa rin siyang magtanim.