wonderwall. cs

thirty two / real life

"i am fcking scared!" i exclaimed and maddie rolled her eyes.

"lies! you are excited!"

i laughed so hard that i fell from maddie's bed.

"that hurts!" i said while rubbing my butt.

she laughed and we went to her car.

after an hour and a half, we finally arrived at harry's place. we both went in and harry cheerfully welcomed us both.

"hey, renée and madelane!" harry greeted and hugged madelane then me. whoops, save the best for last!

nah, i'm kidding.

hours have passed and maddie was a wreck so she decided to go home and i stayed because harry wouldn't let me go.

"i actually wanna share something to you," he said.

"oh, yay! what is it about?"

"it's about... a girl?" he said, unsure about his answer.

"a girl?!" i gasped.

"yeah. i mean--"

i cut him off, "who is that lucky girl?!"

"it's my best friend, athena."

"oh! the model!"

"yeah, that's her."

"what about her?"

"i think- i think i'm falling for her."

"shít! i am proud of you, man!" i said and slapped his shoulder lightly.

"thanks, i guess?"

i rolled my eyes, "don't be shy to express your feelings okay? you'll feel relieve after you've told everything. i swear."

"it's just that, i'm really afraid to fall in love. i don't want my feelings to become deeper. i mean, what if she doesn't like me?"

"what?! who'll reject a harry styles? c'mon! lighten up, haz!"

and it was now his turn to roll his eyes, "how about you?"

"what about me?" i asked and cleared my throat, surely avoiding the topic.

"what's with you and that cole guy?"

"we are friends," i said but quite unsure.

"it's okay. i know you're still confused about your feelings. let's just drink!" he said while handing me a drink. weirdo.