Hey sorry I haven't been posting a lot my watt pad has been being weird again and I've just been to lazy I'm gonna try to post more often.
Unrelated to why I haven't been posting, I thought today was gonna be a good day all I have to do is baby sit a couple boys this afternoon, I had listen to the entire Dear Evan Hansen soundtrack, I actually got a decent amount of sleep last night, and I have had a good breakfast and lunch today. Everything was going great. Then my sister and I's best friend called,y sister and told us that they have to put their dog down. I have know this dog since I can remember she is such a sweet heart and I'm so sad now of course the one day this summer I have had a decent day something has to happen to ruin it. God I just want to curl up in bed and cry but I can't because I'm babysitting yay.
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/63753396-288-k102020.jpg)