Random weird thoughts I have

I asked

I McAsked her to be my girlfriend and the wait is killing me, even though it is my fault that I have to wait bc I wanted to wait until she was sleeping or something so I wouldn't get a response right away because that makes me scared, but now I'm scared anyways so there's no point but hnnnnn. It was less of me asking her if she wanted to be my girlfriend and more like;  "weckjwrvkhvwrhihvrjevdoyouwannabetogetherwedonthavetoifyoudontwannabutidkwhentoask"
I'm so romantic, huh. Nah.
I might keep you updated on this, hopefully she'll say yes-

But sidenote;
Today is that anniversary of 7 years ago when my cat got put down, and it's making me a bit emo to think about it and he was technically my brothers cat. It just makes me think of Maverick for some reason, and the cat that I lost was Charlie. Speaking of Charlie, I've been hearing the name everywhere. There's a character in Almost every show or movie I've been watching with that name- speaking of cats, yesterday I was telling at my brother to stop playing with a stupid Donald Trump soundboard he had in his phone while I was TRYING to watch Family Guy, and because he wouldnt stop I kept getting more and more mad. Eventually, my cat Preston came over to me and meowed and both Jack (my crush-) and my mom think it's because he was trying to calm me down, which does make sense. Preston is a great cat-. Lily is the best cat though, and recently she hurt her leg and it makes me really scared bc we had to almost put my cat Jack down because of a leg thing, and Charlie was put down because of his hips being broken. Lily is kinda old too, and I'm scared seemight have something wrong with her leggys..

Well, I'm gonna shower and clean stuff while waiting for my friendo to say yes or no to me- fun fact: a few of our friends ship the two of us together and it's kinda weird and kinda coincidental bc we both have strong strong feelings for one another and hnngnwrvknwevknqdv I wanna meet her so bad.

I made a pun for her yesterday because I misspelled internet- we intermet--

Ok actually bye now