I Don't Want To Live Forever: Zayn & Taylor Swift
I'm sittin' eyes wide open and I got one thing stuck in my mind
Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life
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Adriana's Point Of View~~~
I sat on a bench outside on Christian's front porch after the date with Brandon. It was already 9:36 pm and I've been waiting outside for almost 15 minutes. Christian should be here by now, but he wasn't. The only thing distracting me from completely going insane was the pitter-patteringn drops of summer night rain. The humidity is driving me mad; where the hell is Christian I thought.
Today has dragged on excessively. I sighed in frustration, checked my phone for any possible message from him, finds none, and resumes with staring intently at the parking lot.
Ten long, damp minutes before the headlights of his Porsche shine through the rain. Its about damn time.
Christian's body ran quickly trying to not to get showered with the rain dropping intensely as the wind picked up its speed.
"Where the hell have you been? I've been out here for 15 minutes and I've called you multiple times! I can't believe you rushed me and you came all late!"
"Why didn't you go inside? Why did you stay out here?"
"I don't have the key. And I've knocked and yelled and no one answered so I think your family went out."
"Ohh."
"No sorry?... for leaving me out here in the rain and for not responding to my calls?"
"Sorry.... I was dropping someone off at there house." He said as he opened the door and let me in first.
"Who?" My nosey ass asked.
He looked up,"Chelsea."
"Oh." I stayed quiet. Then turned my focus on Christian.
"Why do you ask anyway." He said not making eye contact and going about.
"I just wanted to know the reason why YOU were late and how YOU forced Brandon to drop me off early and your ass wasn't even here!"
"I was just out having fun alright. You had fun with Brandon how come I can't have fun with Chelsea?"
I exhaled," I'm not saying you shouldn't have fun Christian I'm just saying a call would have been nice, letting me know you were going to be late that's all."
"Oh ok well sorry for not calling you I was just too busy focusing on the rode so I don't die from a crash. I don't know about you but have you seen outside!" He exclaimed.
"I was standing outside for 15 minutes."
"Omg I was out side for 15 minutes." He said in a girly voice," I had to drive in that shit!"
At first I wanted to snap at him, I want to call him out, I wanted to throw the nearest hard- solid thing at him, but I couldn't or else I would be the bad guy in the situation.
A tear threatened to slip out, but I didn't want to allow him to get to me. It hurt like hell especially since Christian never has yelled at me before. It was happening so quickly that I turned on my heels and ran up to the room and locked myself in it sitting on my bed trying to process what just happened.
A few moments later a husky voice rang in my eyes," Adriana please unlock the door and let me in. I don't want to say sorry this way. I wanna be about to say sorry while holding you."
My voice cracked," I'm fine I promise. Goodnight. Oh and I'm sorry too."
"You have nothing to be sorry for. I'm the one being an ass. I'm sorry but the anger got to me and after a couple drinks it's just too much. Can I come inside. Please?"
