My Art Book

update on the shitshow that is sarah

so
lately ive been feeling extra shitty
my brain is just repeating tons of negative things about me and all the worst times in my life
and ive piccked an extremely bad habit back up
for the third time
um
yeah
and every drawing looks like shit to me
so
i may only update previously drawn art
ill try to draw some more
ill try
ill try to be positive and ill try to stop the habit again and ill try to draw and ill try to be more nice
ill try
ill try
ill try as much as i can
just
i may add some self depreciative notes in the chapters
so
dont yell at me for it
please
im sorry for this
but i feel like you all should know, at least to an extent, whats happening
and if you want something that goes way way in detail about whats happening you can pm but i cant promise ill respond, unless i trust you wont ignore me/push me away