She || dodie

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but to her, i taste like nothing at all

in my room she interrupts me reading a book for english by wanting to talk to me, i immediately close the book open to hearing whatever she has to say.

she starts talking about the boy again, except she might give him a second chance. i smile weakly, not knowing what to say.

"i mean if it makes you happy, but please be careful. and remember i'm always here for you" i tell her quietly. she smiles and pulls me into a hug. we sit there like that for a couple minutes.

my heart beating in my throat, meanwhile it kinda feels like it's broken at the same time.

i know she can have her own love life, but as long as she's here to be my friend. my heart is happy with how i feel, all i want is to be around her, even if it means i can't have her.

and she means everything to me