'why did you follow me up here?''i thought you were going to end your life.'
'why would i?'
'you never smile much.'
'so?'
'people said you lost your love.'
i felt myself choke on my tears.
i'm sorry, i know you don't like it when i cry.
with your last breath, you told me to move on, and that you love me — forever.
if you really love me, why would you tell me to move on?
autumn reminds me of you.