Tyler sits down beside me.
"Tell me."
"Fine. You'll think I'm crazy..."
"No I won't."
"Yes you will!"
Tyler grabs my shoulders.
"No. I. Won't."
I break down.
"I just... It's...there's..."
"Shhhhh..... it's okay."
He pulls me into a hug.
"It's okay... you're okay..."
"It's...she..."
"The voice in your head?"
"Mmhmm..."
"It's okay... it's okay..."
I bury my face into the crook of Tyler's neck.
"I'm so scared of it..."
"It okay. I have one too."
"I'm.... I..."
"Shhhh. It's okay Juniper. It's okay..."
Tyler leans back, holding me close to him.
"It's okay..."
I hiccup and curl up, Tyler wrapping his arm around my waist.
"Tyler..."
"Yeah?"
"C-can I stay longer than tonight..?"
"Of course."
I close my eyes, Tyler humming a soft tune.
"Thank you..."
"For what?"
"For taking me in... for saving my life..."
"Don't worry about it. Get some sleep."
"It won't let me..."
"Try? For me?"
"Okay..."
I close my eyes and steady my breathing.
'Stop. Open your eyes.'
I open my eyes, them being met by Tyler's. I look into his eyes for a second before I close them.
'Stop. Get up.'
'No..'
'DO. IT.'
I open my eyes, a single tear rolling down my cheek. I sit up but Tyler makes me lie down again.
"Fight it. I know you can."
"But you don't know me."
"I don't have to know you. I have to know what you're like."
"But y-"
"Shhhhh. Sleep Juniper."
"I-"
Tyler hums a soft tune. I recognize it.
"Truce?"
"Yeah.."
"I like that one..."
"I figured you would."
I bury my face in Tyler's chest and close my eyes, listening to the perfect rhythm of his heart and how it matches the tune.
I grow tired and eventually fall asleep.
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Already Gone {Tyler Joseph}
Fanfiction"Juniper, get down from there." "No. I deserve it..."