Love, hate and everything in between

~Chapter 1~

•So updating on Wednesday totally didn't happen, obviously.

I'm casually sitting at my besties house watching frozen.<3 I'm yawning but I'm secretly hyper because I decided to get an iced coffee. And I got a new bathing suit! And shorts! And glasses, that are really cute. (: so yay! So anywho. Here's chapter 1 of the new book.•

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Written on the mirror was more.. More what? Not paint. Not cranberry sauce. Blood. I slowly read the words written on the mirror..

"Hope this wasn't a damper on your happily ever after, Maslow. Only 2 words to say..The end."

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I ran both my hands through my hair and felt my eyes burning. Tears were burning fiery holes in my pupils. I blinked a few times allowing the hot tears to slide down my cheeks. I shook my head back and forth feeling the rage build up. I practically pulled my hair out the next time I ran my hands through my hair.

"James..stop. Sit down. Calm down." Kendall said putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Calm down? Calm down?!" I shouted ripping away from his grasp and walking out of the restroom and into the dressing room. "How do you expect me to calm down?!"

"Brooke could be fine!"

"Fine?! Bloody finger smears are on the wall! There's words written in blood on the mirror!"

"Maybe it wasn't hers.."

"Call 911, the police. Someone."

Once ambulances arrived everyone was flooding around asking a million questions. I couldn't take it. I walked away with the paramedics while Kendall explained the situation to everyone. The paramedics took the blood samples and stuck them in the bag. The police tied police tape around everything and sent everyone home, but me and Brooke's parents.

"We will take these back. Run some tests and call you once we find out if it's her blood or not." One of the paramedics said.

"How long will this take?" Brian asked, trying to keep his cool together.

"You should know tomorrow sir."

The paramedics and police finished up and got back in their vehicles. I fell to the chair and put my head in my hands.

"I just want to live my freaking life with her!" I shouted through tears.

"James, hunny. She'd want you to be strong. Let's head home." Lilly, Brooke's mother, said to me. I nodded my head and went back into the bathroom, not looking into the mirror. I grabbed all the knives out of her dress and took it off the hook. I wasn't leaving this. I went back out and grabbed her jacket and purse. I tried everything to keep the tears held back.

"Come on." Brian said pulling me out. I switched off the lights and walked out to the car. I sat in the back seat and focused my eyes out the window. Tears were streaming down my cheeks and my eyes were burning. I looked up at the sky and saw two bright stars. The brightest out of all the stars. They were far apart. One star seemed to lose it brightness every once in a while. It was dying. I put my hands on the window and whispered her name. I needed to find her. I had to find her. I didn't care what happened to me, but I was finding her.

•it really wasn't long or exciting, but I had to catch this all up. So..I don't know what else to write. I'm done here. Have a lovely evening! Toodleoo!•

Ps: who do you think took Brooke??