Hanging out with Leah still couldn't keep the forever thoughts of Rosalie from my mind sleep was like my own personal hell so I just stopped sleeping dad was growing worried at least Bella was getting better
"That's it you need sleep"Leah said barging into her room and grabbing my 5th cup of coffee setting it on her nightstand
"What?"I asked her
"Every day you come over here you look like hell Elijah and it's making my parents worried it's making me and Seth worried too"she said I raised my eyebrows as I smiled
"You worry about me?"I said she folds her arms
"Don't change the subject"she said I laid back against beer bed
"Fine"I said running both my hands down my face to be honest I was exhausted
"I can't go to sleep"I said
"Is it because of her?"she asked sitting beside me I sat up and faced her grabbing her hands
"I don't wanna talk about it just trust me on this I'm fine"I told her staring in her eyes
"What are you doing?"she asked glancing down at our hands
"What?I can't hold your hand?"I asked her
"No it's just you're Sam's friend and I'm his ex...."I cut her off shrugging my shoulders
"So?"I asked her truth is I asked Sam was it okay for me to like Leah and he said go for it
"Oh cmon Leah you act like I'm gonna kiss you or something?"I said rolling my eyes
"Well aren't you?"she asked I let her hands go
"Not yet"I said shaking my head she scoffs truth is I didn't wanna get attached to her because I couldn't take another heartbreak
"Asshole"she said before getting up I stood up and grabbed her arm before pulling her back towards me cupping her face and kissing her her hands on my waist as she kissed me back
"Ooh I'm telling mom"I heard Seth say Leah slammed the door in his face causing me to laugh into the kiss I was starting to fall for this girl and that scared me
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I was currently in La push beach staring out into the water my clouded with thoughts of Rosalie and her only it's like she felt me starting to move on before she possessed my mind deciding to say hi I got up and went to my car driving to the one place that no one ever visited the Cullen's house why did I choose to torture myself like this I'll never know I just I had to I climbed the stairs the house was still the same except it was empty I went to her room and laid in the center of the floor I don't know how long I stayed there before the cops found me apparently I had been missing for two days
|Bella|
"Elijah"my dad called out his face was void of emotion he didn't move he didn't blink he was sitting on the couch almost as if he was stone
"Dad he needs rest"I said as he waves his hand in Elijah's face dad soon leaves calling my mom and aunt
"Elijah what were you doing there?"I asked him his eyes teared up as he looked at me he never cried ever not since his dog died
"I miss her Bella"he said I hugged him he clung onto me I hated seeing him like this this was all Rosalie's fault and I would never forgive her for making him cry ever
"I miss them too"I said as I rubbed his back he cried harder burying his head in my neck
"It hurts Bella"he cried
"I know"I said blinking my own tears back
"I know Elijah"
(Time skip)
"Elijah how are you?"my mom's voice filled the phone I closed my eyes
"I'm okay"I said I really needed to hear her voice
"You can always come home ya know"she said I sighed
"I'm fine dad's sending me to live with your sister so...."I trailed off
"Call me everyday okay?"she said I nodded
"I will I promise"I said before hanging up I then grabbed my suitcase and went downstairs
"Feeling better?"dad asked I looked at him
"Yeah much better"I said
"Good your sister already left a few hours ago"he said nodding before I heard the sound of her truck
"That must be her"I said
"Hey Bella"I said she gave me a tight smile
"You're leaving?"she asked me eyes on my suitcase
"Dad's sending me to live with mom's sister why so sad?"I asked her
"I think Jacobs coming down with a fever"she said I perked up at that
"A fever?"I asked her
"Yeah"she said nodding
"well I better get going it's a 2 hour drive"I said I then looked at Bella
"I'll call you later yeah?"I said she nods
"Yeah sure"
