[Deep State of Mind]

One Day I'll Think Back

This is my first book and I hope you all enjoy it. Thank you

Another day, another dollar
He wakes up every morning with a mood that's sour
A young black boy, with a momma that don't care, and a daddy that's not there
No guidance
No hope
So full of sorrow
No hope for tomorrow
No love at home
Momma a junkie selling her body
Trying to make ends meet and it's killing her softly
Men coming in and out the house everyday
So disrespectful, demoralizing, their lives slowly began to decay
Growing up in the projects, ain't good for nobody
Living on welfare, can't get them nothing
They ain't got nothing to lose
Nothing to live for
No friends
No family
They live their lives sinful
Well  I ain't no better
And to God I pray
I hope to be released from this bondage
This sickening world
These corrupt people
Myself
My worst enemy
This isn't a suicide type note
But these are my thoughts
I hope I can look back on them one day and say
"I'm glad I didn't lose my faith, because God, you definitely made way"