'Stop gawking' I mumbled ruffling more through my drawers in search for an outfit that was suitable for the day.'Your stood in front of me , in your underwear , I'm sexually frustrated!' He fought back waving his hands in the air
'Well don't gawk, go take a cold shower you perve' I pulled out my skirt pulling it up along with my short top.
'Ok ok , but if we're late I'm blaming you for being to hot and if my grades drop more ..'
'Your grades are dropping. '
'Forget about it ok , let's just .. let's go ok'
'No jeff tell me ! You never tell me stuff like this i'm your girlfriend I should know ?'
'You don't need to know everything about me ok?!' He yelled.
'Jeff it's just .. I need to help you if you need it !'
He forced himself past me hitting me slightly.
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'He totally had been ignoring you all day' Maddie groaned as she stared at Justin and jeff some more.
'Maddie please stop staring' Jeff looked at us murmering something to Justin , and they laughed 'he's just .. we spend to much time together ok.'
I sighed , swirling the spaghetti on my fork , what if he wants to dump me after everything he said lastnight, ' are you ok?' She asked
'Fine' I mumbled , I stood up ' im gonna go , I've got a free lesson'
She waved bye and walked out the dinner hall, down the long corridors, I saw Bryce with some of his friends ' Mila ! Babe come here!' He yelled , I smiled strutting over the boys.
'Were gonna ditch if you wanna come for a smoke ! We've got weed tabaco or just normal cigarettes?' He asked.
He pulled out a box , and I quickly nodded wanting to relive my stress , ' come on then' Bryce grabbed my hand and I in, a friendly way held his back , some people gave me confusing looks as I left the school hand in hand with Bryce.
' just baci please' I smiled as he handed me an already made cigarette, I held it tight around my lips as he lit the end of it, I sighed in pleasure feeling the warm mess run down my throats then out my mouth again.
'Feels good doesn't it ?' He asked.
I nodded , breathing in the poison 'amazing.'
'So what's up with jeff , he wouldn't stop talking bout how bitchy you were this mornin?'
' bitchy?!' I groaned , shaking my head 'it's nothing'
'Yeah that's what he said ' he sighed ' you going Jessica's next week?'
'I dunno ?' I said 'maybe , yeah actually I will!'
'What the fuck ?!' Someone yelled I turned around , seeing my boyfriend , he whacked the cigarette out my hand and stomped on it.
'Come on dude!!' Bryce yelled.
'That's suicide Mila!'
'Suicide sounds great now !' I murmed standing up 'I'll just go now'
'No .. no you won't !' Jeff yelled , the impatientness running off of his tongue ' why?'
'Maybe because I'm bitchy hhm' I hummed hitting his chest.
He didn't even budge 'I'm sorry..'
'Mila ?' Bryce said looking up at me
' let's go' I said , 'bye jeff'
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♛ Here I Stand ♛Jeff Atkins
FanfictionIn which Hannah Baker's cousin Mila, thought she would loose the love of her life forever |13RW|