hard as i try i am dying
my soul is quitting on me
pills,
drown,
hang,
just a few ideas of killing myself
life is hard
promises made,promises broken
the girl in my class
she could not take it anymore
so her solution was the pills
maybe i should join her
but then something is stopping me
the tears my family will shed,thats why i am holding on
holding on to this awful life
day in and day out, regret is always on my mind
and the word i have wrapped around my head is...
if only,
if only,
and if only.
i am a sad girl trying to hold on
but letting go is much easier.
-otha2002
