DREAMCATCHER

DREAMCATCHER 17

JASPER

Fate have such a funny way to play with our lives kan. 1st-Sya ndak sangka blh terjumpa Don. Sya baru ja hantar Sharon pg airport, dia pg holiday dgn parents dia di Thailand. 2minggu sya free. 😂 Lepas tu sya sggh tg aru, kasi limpas dulu tu jammed di KK. Ptg2 bgni mmg peak time, skt bdn ja duduk lama2 dlm kereta. Sekali tiba2 ada org pggl sya. Dia ada anak suda, perempuan, baru 1 org. Diorang jln2 kali, kami crta2 kejap, pastu tukar nombor. Sya mmg lost contact suda sma dia lepas sya resign. Bsknya juga dia bawa sya jumpa, dia suruh bawa Diana lg tu. Man… it's been a while org sebut nama Diana berganding sma nama sya. It feels strange. Sekali sya bgtau yg kami suda ndak sama2, Don nampak sedih ni. Dia bilang dia betul2 mau jumpa Diana. Sya rasa jealous pula imagine kalau diorang jumpa blk. Mcm ja sya msh ada kaitan sma Diana bha.

Don tnya mgpa kami putus, sya bgtau ja la. Sbb sya suda tau semua. And sya ndak blh terima. But respond Don bikin sya terkejut. Dia ndak tau yg Diana suda tau, psl Eddie bapa Don.

J: what do you mean by you didn't know that she knew?

Dn: sebab dia xpernah nampak daddy sya. Why do you think i broke up with her?

J: because you fell in love with your wife, so you cheated on her.?

Dn: that  happened after i found out about their affair! You have no idea how much i loved her Jay. Gosh! You're so stupid!

What the??! Don crta, dia mmg rancang mau kawin dgn Diana. So dia mnta restu mamy dia. Mamy dia happy la, until dia kasi tunjuk gambar Diana, baru mamy dia bantah. Don tau yg daddy dia ada affair dulu. And dia tau daddy dia accident masa mau pg jumpa affair dia tu di hospital. Sbb tu la dia dingin2 sma Diana. Mmg mula2 dia benci betul sma Diana, but she was so good to him, sampai dia ndak tau cmna mau confront and break up. Dari situ, dia byk luahkan masa sma perasaan sma Lydia. And ndak sangka, diorang blh fall in love.

Dn:and the irony was…  both dad and son loves the same woman, yet they're both cheated on her.

J: you're guys are sick!

Dn: kami ndak tau Jay. Kalau kami tau ko igt kami mau bercinta ka? But you…. Ko kasi tggl dia gara2 itu? After what you guys gone through. After what you've done for her? Ko biar betul?

Actually Don xpyh ckp pun sya tau juga. I've been living with that regret and guilt for years now. Tapi cmna juga kalau hati sya mmg xdpt terima and trust hati Diana? Sya pun mau happy. And sya mau Diana happy juga. Cukupla dia sengsara dgn past dia, ndak kan sya mau dera dia dgn sya punya insecurities pula. Cmna mau happy kalau bgtu kan.

And tonight, sya nampak Diana,di bistro. Baru ja td ptg sya jumpa Don. I told you fate is weird kan. After 5 years ndak pernah terjumpa even 1x, dlm 1 hari ja terjumpa semua. Dia menari dgn Steve. Sya kagum. Steve selalu kasitau dia ada suka 1 perempuan, tp siapa sangka perempuan tu Diana kan. Slow dance, berpeluk lg tu. Emosi terus sya. Sya mcm mau pg sana dan tarik Diana dr pelukan Steve. Tp siapa sya kan? Apa hak sya? Diana suda moved on, mgpa sya mau kacau dia lg. I am the one who let go of her hand. Ndak kan sya mau jilat ludah sya blk. So i turn around, and let them in their world. Biarpun dada sya sakit.

STEVE

Mission ndak berjaya. I thought lepas sya berhenti dtg, Diana cari sya. But it's been a week already. And no sight of her, at all. Berkarat ka suda skill sya mengurat perempuan ni. Eh.. Sya mengurat ka pula ni? Hmmm.. Bingung dgn perasaan sndr. After spending time with her, biarpun kami mkn diam2 seja, tp sya rasa selesa. A bit awkward, but nonetheless, i still feel comfortable with her. But i can't read her. Usually senang seja untuk sya read people. Bukannya psikik mcm Keira selalu ckp, it's just, people are so predictable. Sya blh agak apa yg diorang fikir, apa yg diorang mau and all that. But this woman,this one particular lady….. Hmmm.. Mungkin sbb sya telampau curious psl dia, so sya betul2 attracted mau tau pasal dia. Sampai buat2 skill menghilang mcm skrg ni. Lepas tu sndr yg stress. Kalau sya tiba2 timbul blk depan dia, mesti dia igt sya kasi main2 dia kan. Kejap ada kejap tiada. Stress!!