Kisses- Min Yoongi AMBW

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Suga's POV

It's been a week. Seven days since I've last spoke to her. Yoonha was admitted out of the hospital a few days ago in great health. But who knows when she'll be going back? If she didn't report her last visit to the school I'm sure it won't stop. I can't do anything about it. It's a hopeless feelings. Complete restlessness.

Lately, it seems like all I do is practice and record. That was never a problem before but now it seems like it's something else I'm suppose to be doing. It's really annoying me. I hate the feeling.

All the boys have been walking on eggshells around me because I've been so pissed off. Why? Don't ask me that. I have no clue.

We decide to head out tonight and get something to eat other than ramen for once. It's a Korean barbecue place.

After we're all seated, we all start have simple conversation. Until she comes up. The one topic I've been dreading.

"Suga hyung, have you spoken to Nessa noona?" Jungkook asked.

"No I have not spoken to Yoonha." I answer timidly.

"I saw her yesterday with some guy." Namjoon said and everyone faces looked shook. Mines most of all. "He was really handsome."

"What guy?" I asked slowly. Suddenly Namjoon begun to laugh.

"You should see your face. Dude it was a joke. Calm down." My eyes narrow into slits as I look at him with pure annoyance. He's too old to be so childish. And right along with him, the others laugh as well.

"It's nothing. I just wanted to make sure she was safe and it wasn't a creep or something. Not everyone thinks like you." I narrowed my eyes at Namjoon and in return he rolled his not believing a word out of my mouth.

The waiters brings the food to the table as Namjoon cooks the food. My thoughts are still overwhelming me and I can't seem to focus on one thing.

"Suga hyung." I hear Jungkook call out to me. "Maybe...... only if you wanted to..... you could go see her or speak to her."

"I can't."

"Why can't you? I'm sure the boys don't mind you leaving."

"I don't know where she is, I know nothing about her." I sigh and look down.

"She's a student, she probably lives on campus. Go to her and get to know her." He says.

I sit for a minute contemplating what Jungkook said. Could I leave knowing it'll be consequences. Could I just give up on something that could be good? Leave someone who needs help? That's why I have to go..... to help Yoonha. It's my duty as a citizen.

I stand from my sit and nod to Jungkook with a smile and waved the boys goodbye. "Cover for me." I said and ran away.

Not before hearing Taehyung say. "He's totally going to go make out with Nessa."