i promised myself, to never be the boy, who would cry over a boy. i promised myself to never drink so much, just to feel a little drunk, so i can have a reason to send you a message.
i promised myself not to chase you, because if you loved me, you would have stayed. i promised myself never to watch sappy movies,
because all it brought were tears and sad memories. but, after you left,i became that boy.
someone whose walls were built so high and so thick, because the constant fear overpowered all the love i have ever given and received. how do you feel? finically being an experience for my poetry. i guess we're both something we promised never to be.
