My depression is my drug its my enemy it's what I have that no body even understands me and I'm not worthy of nothing I do these things
I cut my self
I try to make my self throw up
I stay up over night
I hurt my self
And me Carol Lynn wurst I'm hurting in side so much that when I smile you should know I'm hurting inside when I'm crying I'm happy and no one knows me I feel to my family and friends and everyone that I'm just invisible to everyone I know I'm ugly and single I'm just a stupid girl and thick and I hate my self for who I am an who I was and people talk over me and that's how I feel invisible yes I got bullied from 6-12 yes I just not worth anything and this is my book but it's true of what happened to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
