In theory it sounds like a great thing, especially when you have a strong one. But sometimes it feels like a prison to me. Like my brain wants to torture me, showing me all The wonderful worlds I can't have. Then pushing me back into a painful reality where I am lonely and put on a fake smile to make everything look okay. Where my parents ask what's wrong and I look up and say "nothing" or "I'm just tired". What about when they ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell them the truth, it's too hard to explain and they would probably give me to a physiatrists. How do you explains to someone that you would rather be in a world that you made in your head than the one you're currently in. How do you tell someone that it hurts when you look in a mirror and realize how really alone you are or when you cry yourself to sleep because you got so lost in something so deep in your head and its not real. None of it is. And that hurts so much.
