The heart's desires so hard to fight
Always getting harder to hide
Trying to keep it confined
Always being told you'll never amount to anything
People always leaving
Always feeling unwanted
You've never really belonged
The walls slowly built up over time
As do the scars
The stone walls you've built up
He tore them down as if they were nothing but cloth
He helps you and guides you to get better
He's the first
Its kindles your feelings towards him
And unknowingly he committed larceny
He stole your heart
You think he is the most amazing person
He lights up the room when he walks in
You see no flaws
Soon you find yourself lost
Knowing you can't have him
The pain is like nails in your back
Heart throbs and pain fill the night
Poignant feelings linger all around waiting to crush you
Appearing in dreams always out of reach
Haunting you around the corners of every hall
Can't get over him when you try and try
Kind and funny makes you fall again
Sweet and caring make you fall harder
Again and again you fall for him
Frustrated tears make you feel weak
Friends asking if you still like him
There's just something you can't let go
Now your whole world seems dark and bleak
Your drowning fighting with everything you have left
Almost reaching the surface to be pulled back again
People say the others opinions of you don't matter
But they do
And his matter most
When you hear the truth and what he really thinks
That makes you sink more
So you distance yourself but he gets you to comeback
You can't help it
You go back
You love him
But he doesn't love you
Then the cycle repeats
Every Time you see him you can't help but smile
Always wanting him to look at you
When he does you look away
You tell yourself you're strong
Your weak
You tell yourself you don't need him
You do but you don't want to
You want out of the never ending cycle
You want to run but you're glued in place
You tell yourself you hate him
Lies
Seeing him happy with someone else
You say it's ok he's happy
What about you
Your heart turns to dust
Leaving a hole where it should be
You cover it with a fake smile
Soon enough you're hollow and empty
Always covering your sadness with a happy mask
Trying to fill the hole
Your life turned into a lie
Falling into the bottomless pit
As you fall you curse about Cupid
Cupid and his stupid arrows
The arrow he shot you with
Cursed
Love and rejection was your curse
To bad it wasn't the same as Sleeping Beauty's
Then you could just sleep through the pain
Instead you got the most painful curse
You guarded your heart for years
He got you to let it down for just a second
He took the damaged heart and dropped it
It hit the ground shattering into thousands of pieces
He swept them under the rug
Doing all this with his breathtaking smile
You scream
Scream
And scream
Pointless
No one hears you
People say he's just a boy
You're expected to just get over it
You wish it was that simple
When bitten by a snake you're suppose to suck out the poison
but you let it spread
finally you think your going to get peace
but he sucked the venom out along with your breath
through shaky breaths you thank him
Even though he was the snake that bit you
So you wander further into the labyrinth of feelings
You're just getting more lost
Twisting and turning in agony
Screams echoing off the walls
You trip over a root falling to the dirt
you beg and beg to become one with it
You have no energy to get up
So you lay in the dark
Silent tears slip down your face
You hear footsteps coming closer
You can't see everything is getting darker
Right before you're gone you see him
Your heart forgives him
Then the cycle begins its repeat
