QUIET.

vessel

no this is not your true self

this is just a vessel.

don't tell me you're hidious because

it wouldn't even matter,

you are in a vessel.

the real you is in there, it's asleep

and it's dreaming of every thing,

so many things you wished to be.

this is just a vessel, keep

telling yourself that.

and once you learn to love that

vessel you will see

that the real you isn't buried

or asleep, it is just 

hidden 

in plain sight, waiting to be

loved as well, but by the worthy

ones.

so many years it's been stored

in there and it's not even

trying to break free. it's

just growing and growing, and like

a flower you will bloom

and no matter what your 

vessel looks like, what

they keep calling 

you with,

don't let yourself die.

your flower is beautiful.

{dedicated to sadie because she makes me sad and happy and loved and sane and everything in between; she doesn't even know it but she's beautiful *smiles*}