Everytime I make an attempt to get better I end up feeling worse, this stupid feeling and urge is consuming me.. Some may say im being dramatic but if you take the time to go through what I've been through without dying, your opinion on me would change completely. I've been through hell and back and still have managed to make room for good things to happen but you only live once and I feel like I've messed up. I feel like I've messed up to the point to where she looks at me different, I keep asking myself the same question every time the feeling comes back. "How does she manage to pit up with my bullshit and hers and still find time to live?" She deserves better than this and I've broken my promise.. All these what ifs keep going through my head.. I don't deserve her.. She's too good for me. She can do better.. I'm so sorry babe.. All I can do is cry and shake and think about my life without you.. Cause if I keep it up I feel like that's what's gonna happen..
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He made a choice
RandomHe wasn't feeling like himself, the voices had enslaved him, they told him to do it, they promised he would be ok if he only tried it... and he did...
