Ksimon

Friendship

  "What  would you do

 If you was me I was you 

Would you move onGo and find someone new ? "

When JJ left, I started to realize how mean I was to him. Why ? I loved my best friend. Maybe I loved him to much. Love is like a drug and once you have tried it, you never stop craving it. I wanted him to love me, that was the only thing that I wanted, but if I wanted love I knew I had to give it to. 

I stood up, and walked to JJ's room. I knocked. No answer, he's not there. I went downstairs and saw him on sofa. 

S- I'm sorry. I said. 

JJ- I know you are. Why did you said all those things. Did you mean them ? 

S- No. I just missed you that is all.

He smiles, not the same way he smiles in his videos. This was just for me. Honest smile, full of love. I run towards him, and hug him. We lie in sofa, as I see Callfreezy opening the house door. He has his camera pointed at as, and start to joke around. 

Cal- How do we call this? Ha? Ksimon ? Such a beautiful ship name. Have you had sex jet ? 

Si- Yes, we are having babies net week. I said with biggest smile on my face. I look down to JJ. God I missed him.