Midnight Love || K. Sj [Completed]✔

Moving on....

First time writing Jin's P.O.V.

She is an important person to me and she was always there for me when i needed her. That day she proposed me which was really unexpected, frankly speaking she is my habit, seeing her everyday, teaching her, handling her silly questions, her warm hugs, her smiles and most important thing she being besides me when i needed her.

I had feelings for her but i don't know what sort of feeling were that.

Jihyo asked me out few days ago and i thought i should go out and date but unexpectedly Y/N also proposed me.

I decided to let go Y/N, because i know that i am not the one for her and she deserves better than me. It was not the first time i was rejecting someone i did reject few girls before in previous school but rejecting her was hard for me. I took holiday that day when i decided to answer her because i needed strength to face her. When i was telling her that i can't go with this i could see her getting hurt, i could see the pain in her eyes, i could feel her warm hands becoming cold. I wanted to hold her tight but i decided to let her go so that she will find a better person than me. Why i did that? why it was painful to reject her? Why i am thinking that i will regret this in future. 

why??

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I entered classroom and saw Jackson and Y/N joking around, she did not saw me coming. In the whole lecture i was thinking of turning around just to see whether is she ok?

At lunch, Jihyo told me to sit with her as i am her boyfriend now. We sat in the corner table, i could see Y/N from this section. She was eating lunch with them. I am happy that she have such a wonderful friends. I hope she recovers from this.

She was joking around with taehyung and jackson. I know she is hurt, i know she is good at hiding her tears.

Jihyo: Oppa..!! Jin oppa..

Me: Yes (looking towards Jihyo from Y/N)

"What are you thinking about when your girlfriend is with you?" Jihyo pouted.

"Nothing..!" i said and smiled.

Jihyo was telling about her family and all but i was hardly listening to her because i was thinking about Y/N. In between i use to take sneak peek at Y/N, there were times when our eyes met but i looked away as i was too afraid to face her.

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"Y/N" i called when i saw her walking towards the library she turned and smiled.

"Jin?"

"Hi, actually i wanted to ask you about the club thing which is on the notice board" I said trying to initiate the conversation because i didn't speak with her after rejecting her.

"Club? oh yes, actually from this year there will be club activities, there will be 3 clubs 'dance club', 'art and culture club' and last is the 'green team club' so according to your interest you need to fill the form of that particular club" she said with a smile.

"What is this green team?"

"Actually, Jin it's a environment and forest club, there will be environment related activities, like trekking, camping etc"

"Oh i see" i replied with a smile.

"I think you should fill the form of 'art and culture' because you are good at that" she suggested, indeed she knows me better than anybody.

'Seeing her smile is the best thing' i thought

"And you guys are going in which team?" curiosity took over me.