Falling Slowly//JONAH MARIAS✔️

XVIII

"Hey...look at me. do u still love me?" i finally asked him.

"i don't know how i feel...i just know i am feeling some way" all i wanted was him to kiss me.

kiss me. just do it.

he turned away from me to get out of the uber seeing as we both had things to do

"hey i'll see you later" he practically rushed out the car.
"yeah okay" i felt broken again.

@imautumnjones:

'Why' music video coming out soon ❤️
[guys me and jonah aren't dating]
tagged: jonahmarais

jautumnisreal: then why the tag mother.
autumnismymom: ahh mom yes slay my existence!
jonahmarais: ❤️
jackaverymusic: 😍😍
justabean: ^^confused
humanchild: 'Me AnD JoNaH ArENt DaTiNG'
seaveydaniel: blue eye crew💙
mama_shawna: bissshhhh
holly.deann: OOoOOOOoooo bishhhhhh
haters: kys please
hate: who is this fucking bitch
wdwHateOnAutumn: wow she's leading them on again.
mama_shawna: I HAVE A SUPRISE!! but ur kinda in a meeting so TEXT ME!!

Jonahmarais:

i've been suprised by the one and only SHAWNA😍
tagged: mama_shawna

mama_shawna: i mean i was there for autumn but youre second i guesssss😂❤️
jawnaisfake: WAIT!! is my @ wrong!!!!
imautumnjones: ughh this was supposed to be me and you. @mama_shawna
mama_shawna: SOON!!@imautumnjones
holly.deann: she left me.
seaveydaniel: @holly.deann im still here😏❤️
dollyiseverything:^^DANIEL FINNA SMASH
jackaverymusic: single life sucks
imzachherron:^^
corbynbesson: can't relate boys^
beautychickee: love you corbitch @Corbynbesson
wdwgoals: AHHH YES JAWNA AND CORBINA AND DOLLY YESSS!!!
jawnaismyotp: Parents
jonahHate: fuck them jonahs an ass for leading two girls on

mama_shawna:

Reunited <3
tagged: @imautumnjones

jonahxmarais: 😍😍
wdwgoals: awww yes shautumn❤️
imautumnjones: love ya girly <3
holly.deann: IM ALONE😭
seaveydaniel: i'm literally next to you. @holly.deann
user23: LOOK AT JONAHS COMMENT!
account: who are the heart eyes for jonah!!!
jonahmarais: that's not me😂 @user23 @account
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Autumn's pov

I was back with shawna don't get me wrong knowing that she and jonah were spending time together before she came to see me hurt.

i didn't know what they did, how they feel, i was scared. i didn't want to let it show so after my meeting we went for food she said she needed to talk to me and that it was important.

"i'm gonna be in a movie. i have to move"

"what?! no way shawna that's amazing!" i say as i pull her into a hug.

"yeah i guess but...never mind"

"what's wrong" im so lost being an actress was always a dream of hers, what was stopping her?

"jonah." my heart sank

"what about him..."
"i didn't think i did but i might have feelings for him, i don't want to leave him."
"shawna...this is a big deal. this is a movie"
"i know but i told my manager to let me think i have a week before i have to decide"

we got our food and ate a majority of the time in silence after we ate we were gonna go shopping and being the idiots we are we invited jonah.
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another short chapter i'm sorry i try guys<3

-mel🌹