Dear Marco...

A Poem

Hey Marco.

They're making me write another one of these letters. They kind of help. They make me feel like I'm actually talking to you. But I know I won't see you for a long time.

I wrote you a poem. I was really sad one day, and it just kind of happened. Here, I'll write it, I guess.

One day here

Gone the next

Make up your mind.

I wish you could be here.

But you can't.

I want to see you

Just one more time.

Its almost unbearable.

I wish you could be here.

But you can't.

I watched you die.

It was the most terrible thing.

I wish I hadn't seen it.

I wish you could be here.

But you can't.

Sorry that I'm not the best poet. I wrote this one night when I couldn't sleep. I cried a lot that night. But I try to stay strong for you. Really, I do.

This letter is awfully short, huh?  I already talk to you a lot at night. That's where I say most of it. I'm not sure if you'd know that or not.

I have to go now, Marco. I have some therapy sessions to attend. I wish you could be here, Marco. Oh, God, how I wish you could be here. But you can't.

With all my love,

Jean ♡ xoxo