50 Shades Of Psycho (Colby Brock)

chapter 18

1 month later *

Emmas pov
I run to the bathroom and threw up as Colby held my hair . This has been happening to me from the past week . Colby has been really nervous about me vomiting alot . Then it hit me .am I pregnant?

I wiped my mouth and looked at myself with disgust in the mirror . Colby was at the back just looking at how much I hated myself ATM but my eyes didn't even realise he was there. " Your disgusting " I said to my reflection as tears started to run down my face. Colby came to me and hugged me from behind it looked like he had foamy eyes . He turned me around and I broke down in his chest . " Your beautiful Emma , it kills me to see you hurt , Emma don't let your insecurity win, your the most beautiful person I've seen in my life , I'm so fucking in love with you " he said as my eyes met his teary eyes.

"Emma your beautiful when you cry " he said wiping my tears with his thumb. " Why because I'm hurt , because I hate who I am ?" I said breaking down again. " No , because you prove you have a beautiful heart , your tears make me a better person , your tears heal me , your tears make me wanna heal you , your tears heal us emma" he said cupping my cheeks . " And I love you so damn much , I would kill to make you happy" he said giving me a kiss on my forehead. " I love you " I said wiping my tears away. " I love you to emma" he said staring at me, as i looked into his deep blue eyes . It calms me it pulls out all of my worried in my chest . Hes my angel..

"Emma, your so much more than all your insecurities , you have a warm heart and a smart brain " he said touching my heart then my head . " Don't let the demons win , because they will do what every they can to make you suffer, they will rip your heart out then crush it " he said stroking my cheeks . " Please stop doing this to yourself, because your hurting me to God damn it " he said pulling me into another hug . Those words played over and over in my head like a broken radio .

Later that day

I went to get a pregnancy test . I followed the instructions as said. I sat on the toilet seat as anxiety flushed through my vains , my heart beat get faster and my head pounded . The world got quite as my heartbeat was the only thing I heard coming threw my ears " Please don't be positive , please don't be positive" I whispered to myself as if it would really changed something. I sighed looked at it , it read

Positive...