I woke up in my bed it was nightime i was depressed and when i am depressed i cut . I get up and go to the bathroom and take out my blade and drag the cold blade across my skin leaving a red streak across my wrist. I exhale then move to my thighs i start a cutting frenzy. Good bye shorts and dresses i won't be wearing you for a while. I stand up put my blade back in my drawer undress and get in the shower, just then i hear gabbie. She is still here Gabbie:Your up!! Liza: Yeah Gabbie: Ok well i just wanted to check on you Liza: I'm fine
She closes the door i break down into tears i fall on the floor with my head in my knees and cry and cry and cry and cry, i cry in the shower because no one can hear me . After that i get up and finally bathe and i wash my hair and get out. I put a t-shirt and some sweatpants, i walk downstairs. I see gabbie all bundled up in the blankets watching Castle. I sit down and grab a blanket from gabbie Gabbie: This is a good show i love castle Liza: Me too
What is with gabbie she is acting like nothing happened Liza: So uh david asked me on a date Gabbie: Omg really where Liza: He didn't tell me where Gabbie: You should go i guess Liza:😑 Gabbie: What Liza: I want you to come with me Gabbie: 0-0..... Ok Liza: Good Gabbie: So is your name really marie? Liza: Uh no Gabbie: So what is your real name Liza: Elizabeth but i prefer Liza Gabbie: Ok so what do i call you everywhere else Liza: Just call me Marie at school Gabbie: Ok Arf I turn to see what that was Arf arf Then i see a little thing run and jump in gabbie's lap Liza: GABBIE IT'S A RAT I jump on the couch Gabbie: Liza relax it is my pet Liza: GABBIE YOU HAVE A BIG ASS RAT AS A PET Gabbie: No it's a dog look
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Liza: Oh.... aww she is so cute Gabbie: Correction he, his name is Max She says that as she is giving the dog an eskimo kiss Gabbie: He was my 15th birthday birthday present Liza: Aww can i hold him
She holds max out i reach out but she pulls him back holding him away from me Gabbie: You won't hurt him will you She says squinting at me Liza:No cross my heart and hope to die Gabbie: Hmm.....Ok She passes him to me he was lighter than i expected him to be. I hold him in shock Liza: O My ga I feel my eyes water Gabbie: That is how i felt when i got him I hold him up to my face Liza: Aww your so cute Max licks my nose and tear slides down my cheek and Max licks it away and for the first time in i guess years I laugh not a giggle or a smirk or a grin I smile teeth and everything and laugh. Gabbie: Are you crying Liza: No I say wiping my eyes Gabbie: Aww my Max makes people happy Arf Liza: Yes he does I hold him to my chest and he stays there. I held him the rest of the night and i feel asleep again End of chapter
