Everything seems so pointless. I have no motivation to do homework or anything because it just doesn't seem to have a point. Why bother trying when I always just screw up? What's the point of living if being here only ever makes me feel worthless. It's not something that sleeping it off will make it go away and it follows me everywhere so what does any of it matter? It's not even painful anymore it's just overwhelmingly numb and it makes existance exhausting. I'm just so tired of it all and I want it to just stop.
