I need you [Namjin] [short story]

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Jin was awoken by a creaking sound coming from his door. He looked at his alarm clock that read 2:40 am.

He averted his eyes from the clock to the door, being met by his little brother. 

"Hyung, I'm scared."

Jin sat up from his bed, patting the space next to him.

Jungkook closed the door behind him before walking to the bed.

"What's wrong kookie?"

"Hyung..."

"Hm?"

"I think I like boys..."

"What do you mean, you like boys? You're only eight."

"There's a boy in my class named Jiwoo.. I think I like him."

Jin smiled at the fact that his brother had a crush. He ruffled his hair still smiling.

"Just know that I'll be there you no matter what."

'You know that's not true. ' I looked around the room and spotted Taehyung leaning against the door.

"But what about Eomma?"

"She'll understand."

'Are you sure about that?'

"You really think so?"

"Yeah."

'Lies'

"Thank you hyung. I love you." Jungkook said as he rested his head on his shoulder.

"I love you too."

"Let's go to sleep"

'You won't be sleeping tonight'

"Okay." Jungkook got under covers positioning himself in his brothers arms falling asleep.

It was now 3:40 Jungkook now had his back to Jin, while Jin was still awake due to Taehyung's hurtful words, which hasn't stopped.

'Follow me.'

"No, I don't want to."

'Who do you think you are talking to?'

"I'm not scared of you anymore."

'You're coming with me Jin. Now. '

Taehyung grabbed Jin's wrist and pulled him towards the bathroom. Closing the door behind him.

'Grab the razor.'

Jin just stood there looking down. Trying to hold in the tears.

Taehyung grabbed jin's chin harshly and lifted it up so he could see him.

Next thing Jin knew Taehyung had slapped him on his cheek.

Now the tears were rolling down his face.

Taehyung hands him the razor and leans on the sink.

'You know what to do.'

Jin shakily held the razor to skin. Taking a deep breath before allowing the razor make it's first cut.

He cried in pain as he continued. All he could hear was Taehyung's laughter.

He was about to make another cut when a hand stops him. He looks up and gives a sad smile.

"N-Namjoon.." he lets out a choked sob as he says his name.

"I'm here Jin."

Jin throws his arms around him as he buries his head in the crook of his neck.

"I-i'm s-sorry.. I h-had to d-o it"

"No you didn't. You need to stop listening to them."

"It's not that easy! No matter how hard I try.. they always get to me."

"You need help. You need to take your nedicine."

"I threw them away." He mumbled.

"What?"

"I flushed them down the toilet."

"Jin, why would you--"

"I didn't want to."

"This is what I mean...they're forcing you to do things like this."

"But if I took them, then they will disappear... but doesn't that mean you will too?"
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