Carelessly living against my will
& I am not at peace
Constantly erased, In my head I am the problem
Anger to my feet
Annoyance & agony
Leave me be
Left before & time will tell of a time never again repeated
Optimistic point of view defeated
& I am weakened
Found a boy I loved that kept my hopes up
Now he is gone, and my process disrupted
This time around he saw the evil that grew in me & could not take it
But I do not blame him
I gave transparency and everyone saw clearly what has become of me
Fake, plagued, hidden reality
It is unknown and also deadly
