Finding my Baby's Dad (Harry Styles Fanfic) ( ON HOLD)

Chapter 13

******Alyssa's POV

After we were done i couldn't help but think about what i'd tell Harry.. I loved him and i was pregnant with his kids but Kyle has always been a great friend and he helped me when i needed his help. I knew it was wrong, but i had to hurt one of them.. And it wasn't going to be Kyle.

"So what happens now?" Kyle asked me 

"Well what do you want to happen?" I was worried what he'd say 

"Well, Alyssa i've liked you since the fifth grade and this makes it even more real, i want us to happen but Harry will not like it especially since these are his kids." he said rubbing my uncovered stomach

"Well let me get dressed and we can go get something to eat and talk about it then... i'll text Harry and tell him to meet us wherever we are and we'll just act casual." He nodded along with my statement so i went to my room.

When i got to my room i walked into my closet and looked through my clothes. I wanted to wear a dress but i didn't have any so i walked into the den again.

"First can we go out for clothes? I need some more maternity clothes none of them fit.."

"Sure get dressed and we can go!"

I got dressed into a pair of ripped maternity skinny jeans, a maternity tank top, and a black and white cardigan to go over it. We went shopping and got many clothes that Kyle refused i buy myself so he payed for them. I got 6 dresses but the one i was wearing was a white and mint green maxi dress that was strapless.

"You look good Alyssa." Kyle said as we walked out of the store and i had my dress on

"Thanks you look amazing too!" i said meaningfully 

"Thank you" i say while shutting my eyes tightly in pain

"Alyssa, are you okay?" he sounded worried

"Yeah it just hurts really bad thats all, they're all sittiing on my bladder and digging into my sides" i say while still in pain

my phone started ringing right then, it was harry "Hello?"  I said ad my voice gave away i was in pain

"Alyssa are you okay?" he sounded extremely worried 

"Um yeah where are you?" i wanted here even though i like Kyle I love harry and want to be in his arms 

"At the house where are yoou?" He said worried

"Oh headed home i was with kyle to get some clothes we'll be home in 10 minutes and then you and i can go out okay?" i wanted to see him so bad i didn't care what kyle thought

"Okay babe can't wait to see you"  he sounded relieved 

"Bye, love you so so much!" I replied

"Bye, love you" then the call ended

""Okay Kyle we're going to my house then you're leaving so i can be with my boyfriend okay?" I was being a little bitchy but i realized that i loved harry so so much and Kyle was only a friend almost a brother 

"Okay, whatever Alyssa you're a straight up bitch and when i tell harry that you cheated on him he's going to hate you" and we drove off 

The car ride was silent, but if he did tell harry it takes two to tango....  Finally we ere almost home and he pulled over, teary eyed he said

"Akyssa how? How could you do this? After all i've done for you, after all you done for me, after all we've been through together?"

'I'm so so-" he cut me off 

"Remember the night you were home alone and you tried to kill yourself because it was just too hard? Remember the person who came and got you and took you to the hospital?" he was now crying so hard 

I nodded in agreement 

"That was me, i saved your life. I was on my way to ask you to prom, the door was unlocked so i walked in, ran upstairs and there you were in the tub drowning." when he said that my heart sank 

 He continued driving and got to my house he got his car and left as i waddled myself inside and ran upstairs  to see harry naked in the middle of  my bed asleep. I threw a blanket on him and went to watch television. Teen mom was on so i watched it until Harry woke up and i ended up falling asleep. When Harry woke up he walked into the den and scared the crap out of me by pouring water on my body.

*************Harry in bold

"What the hell Harry!?!?" I jumped up so fast.

"Babe i've missed you so much and guess what?" he was excited about something

"What?" 

"I had the weirdest and scariest dream about you last night. I woke up terrified!"

"What was it about?"

 "It was about you and you fell asleep in the bath and you nearly died, you were pregnant and we almost lost the babies."

It was scary knowing he had a dream about me drowning and losing the kids. Did he know what had happened after my dad died? I hated even thinking about this, and in that moment i realized i've always been alone and i liked it like that. When i wasn't alone i was afraid i'd lose what i had so i decided to break up with Harry. I knew that was my only way to keep it the way it should be,

"Harry i'm gonna go change and dry off and we need to talk." he looked worried but it had to happen 

I hot dressed in some pj's and walked to the den.

"Harry, i love you so much and it's really hard to do this,you'll still be able to see your kids but i can't be with you."  I was holding back tears a skill i learned when dad died

"Why did you decide to do this? What happened?" he was actually starting to get upset which i didn't expect

"You know what Harry? I am so used to being alone that i don't need you! Everyone that i love has gone away, when my mom and Kalel are back i will be fine. Harry i just do not think this will work! Now you can accept that and leave or not accept that and leave, whatever choice you make just pack your shit and leave!"

"Fine Alyssa give me ten minutes then i'll leave!" he was mad but whatever i was fine

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