I Learned To Love You(sfs)

Chapter 35

Ash POV
It's been almost 4 months since the shit Lee. Her brother John he couldn't live without his sister so he offed himself . It's sad really but honestly if I must be honest I'm happy as hell they gone. Two less irrelevant souls I don't have to worry about.
"ASHLEY" Torrence screamed in frustration.
"What bruh" I asked
"What's your favorite color?, It's for the wedding color"  she rolled her eyes. What is up with her , eversince she killed Lee she act like someone done broke a foot off in her ass, I mean it ain't that big of a fucking deal . She needs to chill.
"Dimes favorite color is blue " I grinned
"I asked for yours ," she stale faced
"Mines don't matter this is her day, her color ,her fucking wedding Torrence. It's my wedding to but imma do what she wants." I said staring off into space
"You don't really want a wedding huh?" Torrence laughed
"Never been a fan. I rather go get married get it over with and live the rest of my life with the live of my life" I shrugged
"Then why are -"
"Dominique wants a wedding. So if she wants one she'll get one. End of story" I shrugged.l cutting her off
"What is bothering you" Torrence asked
"You" I replied
"How am-"
"You changed you got this stank bitch attitude like bitch done broke a foot off in your ass eversince Lee"I cut her off
"How do you do it?" She asked
"Do what?"
"Kill people have no type of emotions or regards about it?" She asked
"Bc I had nothing to live for. A life for my heart was what I wanted. It made me feel joy when Dominique left me. It made feel something ... Excitement. " I smiled
"Why'd you stop" she questioned
" I promised Dime I would stop. Her love means more to me than the high get from killing" I said honestly
"Do you regret it" Torrence said
"Life's too short to regret anything" I winked
"Why does what I use to do, have to do with you"  I wondered
"Because how can you not live with the paint, the guilt , the nightmares ..Just Bestfriend-" she cut herself off because she started crying. I slowly started to understand why she's been acting and feeling this way.
"Torrence ,You killed her because she asked you to Own that shit. I know it may hurt now and it may feel like the end of time because the nightmares just won't stop,but it'll get better alright? " I kissed her hand. She leaned on me.
"What do you think I should do love?" She asked and I looked down at her
"See a therapist. " I said as kindly as possible
"Okay, but back to your wedding" Torrence smiled. I saw Straight through that shit. I know she still hurting but imma let it slide right now
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Dime POV
"Babe!! Are you even paying attention " I waved my hands in Ash's face
"Yeah what you say ?" She asked
"What kind of cake ? White, Yellow, or Vanilla?"I whined to Ash
"I don't know yellow I guess" she shrugged her shoulders. She's been so distant eversince we've start planning our wedding why? Doesn't hurt to ask
"You act distant and like you don't care when we start planning or talking about our wedding,?", I as her she looked
at me for a second then let out a breath
"I'm not a fan of big weddings or weddings period. I just wanted to go to the courthouse and get married then make move all night and have Honeymoon. Plus you ain't have me your sex in 3 months, so I'm cranky you not giving me what I need. But I know you love weddings so I compromised because I want you to be happy, whatever you want I want for you" she explained. My face turned a bright pinkish color so I looked away.
"Girl look at me and stop hiding your face"she laughed
"Babe we only have one more thing to decide .. The Color of-"
"Me and Torrence already got the colors Together. All you gotta worry about is showing up and not leaving me at the alter Dime"she cut me off. I held up my pinky and pushed it towards her
"Babe do I gotta?"Ash asked
"Yes" I laughed and she hooked her pinky into mines and pulled me into a kiss as our Pinky's where still intertwined .
"Forever" I promised her
"Forever dork" she laughed
"We literally get married in two weeks are you excited" I asked all giddy. She frowned.
"I'd be even more happy if my fiance quit tormenting me with no sex. Do we really gotta wait? I mean I've already fucked you before , why wait? Your letting all that juice go to waste " She whined  I couldn't help but laugh at her.
"That's the reason. We fuck all the time. Alittle too much ,it's tiring" I laughed honestly
"Who gets tired of fucking? Having sex ? Making love? What you think we got bodies for woman" She laughed humping the air
"Babe just wait out the drought" I cooed and she got up and huffed
"Fine Dominique" she was clearly annoyed . Well if you give her what you know she needs she wouldn't have an attitude now would she? EX-FUCKING-ACTLY.
I pushed the Thought out of my head.
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1 week later
Kehlani POV:
"Oh ..Yesss Dez r...Right there ..D.dont stop" I moaned out as I pushed Dez head deeper into my heat. Then my phone rang. What the fuck man. I ignored then it ring again
"Keh I think you should get it" Dez said yanking her mouth from my lower lips.
I picked up my my phone angrily
"MAN WHAT THE FUCK!!!" I yelled through the phone
"Keh , Remember you have to get dressed and you should've been here . But I bet you over there fucking Dezzy. " Cree voice cooed .
"Ugh man fuck I almost forgot"I said
"How you almost forget your cousin's wedding? " Cree said in duh tone
I hung up on her and just hopped into the shower as Dez followed along and we got dressed and went to our cars . No we aren't going to her wedding together. Me and Dez are just fucking for now . She be clingy as fuck though. Especially after we fuck. I usually don't cuddle after sex because I don't like it , but I like when she does it. So I let her
30 minutes later.
"FINALLY you are a whole hour late!!!!! We gotta get shit ready ...Ugh my baby Will be here in an hour, the guest are showing up now. And It's still not perfect enough.!!" Ash paced nervously. I laughed at this .
"Chill out , Dime loves you. Everything is perfect okay. I never thought I'd be alive to see the day you out of all people get married and settle", I laughed patting her back
"And I never thought someone like you would fall for someone exactly like you.  You and Dez where players. you never let no body kiss you but you let her kiss you, you don't let nobody talk to you crazy but you let her out you in your place. Y'all Just fucking all right." Ash said laughing
"Oh shut up. I like her she likes me. No need for a label. "I trailed off
"-but less about me , More about you and today let's get these lights together ," I quickly changed the subject
"Long time no see", I heard a familiar voice say. I saw Ashley's face and wen from a smile to frown
"So who proposed ?" She asked smugly and flipped her
"-you or Dime? Oh wait Cats got your tounge,?" Ash stayed silent
"Oh don't be shy now Ash" the familiar girls eyes burned holes in Ash
"Why are you here Skylar"Ash asked
"That's not the proper way to greet a guest. Man seriously I came to support you and Dime. As a friend. Besides I'm engaged" Skylar smiled warmly. I looked in Ash eyes and she looked kinda hurt by what Skylar said
"I'm keh-"
"Kehlani I know. Your so much prettier in the flesh.  I love your music" Skylar smiled at me.
"And your gorgeous "I flirted winking at her
"Oh stop it, I must go now, see you at the ceremony and Ash good luck!" She shared a genuine smile with the both of us.
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Ash POV
I still got tiny feelings for Skylar , I was kinda hurt when she said she was engaged but I'm happy for her like she claims she's happy for me. I just hope her happiness for me is genuine because This day is Dominique's day ... It's our day.  I even invited my friend Temper. Does Dime still wanna kill her? No, because she knows that I'm 100% hers. I'm not going anywhere. I just hope that whoever invited Skylar doesn't have some trick that's gonna ruin this day for Dime. I swear if this day don't go as planned because a fucker jealous or don't like us together I swear on me I'll brutally murder them for fucking this up for Dime.
"Ash are you ready?"My mother snapped me out of my thoughts as I stood at the alter waiting.
"As ready as I'll ever be ma" I smiled nervously.  Please lord let this Day go smoothly . Amen
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