Me And You

the heartbreaking not heartbreak

It didn't really hurt, I didn't love him, I cared about him and wanted to love him, I think I was getting there, but it wasn't long enough to get attached, he was sweet and funny and very cute, but he broke up with me, at first I'd said I really cared and I cried a little, but I was emotional, and honestly, on my period, my bestie Carla said he was a douche, and no, I didn't find him humping some slut like in all the cliche stories honestly I didn't expect it, he just came up to me smiled and tried to kiss ME I jumped and said no he frowned and rolled his eyes because I told him I wasn't ready then he said he couldn't wait forever, I said relationships aren't just about kissing, but he said he knew he just wanted to prove his love, I think I might have loved him a little, but immediately discarded the thought when he tried to kiss me again, I pushed him away again and grimaced so, he dumped me, it was only a week, I wasn't sorry, maybe he was, but it didn't matter, I heard a bell and packed up, I ran right into a boy,and dropped my papers and he dropped his, I grabbed all of them and separated his from mine in like, 10 seconds, (knew record!) And gave him his "sorry I'm a total clutz" I apologized, then I saw his eyes they were fricking beautiful so, being me, I reached up grabbed his chin and starred into his eyes, "your eyes are absolutely stunning" I whispered still looking he smiled and I think he blushed"th-th-thanks"he stuttered I think he's shy, so I hugged him, "hi, I'm Ryder" I said introducing myself "I'm Liam its nice to meet you" he said in the CUTEST FRICKING BRITISH ACCENT EVER "quick call me love!!" I said "love,?" he said but it sounded more like a question,"YES!!!!!! Now I can check that off my bucket list" I squealed then cleared my throat and smiled "I hope we have more classes together" I said the dashed to my next class, I saw him again in my third, fifth, and sixth period's

I smiled and sat down next to him the next morning and set a coffee on his desk, a large mocha I didn't know what he liked so, I guessed, mine was a frostie with sooo much caffeine it was CA-RAY-ZE from dutch bros (love ditch bros. People, also that's a real drink I LOVE IT!!) He smirked "morning love, thanks for the drink, what is it?" He whispered as to not get in trouble, I nearly melted at the endearment and quickly whispered back, "just a mocha, I don't know what you like, sooo, what's your preference?" I asked "mochas are my favorite" he said and sipped the drink happily I grinned and chugged my own then pulled out my notebook,

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Hello, my name is Ruby Foley, I am the original writer of Being Alive I logged out of my profile and couldn't remember my password or email so here I am, with a knew account and with a knew book this is just a tester if people enjoy this and want me to keep writing I will upload chapter one, thank you!!!