I was assaulted. I was bullied viciously for my YouTube channel. They bullied my brother too. People started rumors, people hurt me, people tried to make me kill myself. I still haven't recovered. Recently I fell back into my cutting habit. I have cut so many times that I don't feel it anymore. But my twin brother, Jack Avery, caught me and took away anything sharp that I had. I don't feel like I should be alive anymore. People all hate me, my YouTube still gets a lot of hate. 8 million subscribers and I still barely ever come across a nice comment. The guy I've liked since I was 13 still doesn't know I like him. I don't think he likes me. He always seems kinda antsy around me even though I've known him for 5 years. Not only that, but my whole family except my twin brother were killed in a shooting back in our home town. I have no reason to live except for Jack, but he has Zach, Daniel, Corbyn, and Jonah. Jonah is the guy I like. But again, he doesn't like me. I don't think the fans would be that mad if I just killed myself. I guess I'll never know.
It was 1 A.M. and I'm standing on a cliff that I drove 2 hours to get to. A car had been following me the whole time but I didn't really care, I didn't care about anything. I wasn't gonna be around much longer.
"Goodbye cruel world", I screamed like a cheesy movie line and let myself fall forward letting my arms swing back. Something stopped me, it was a hand. Someone caught my hand and didn't let me fall.
This person pulled me back into their arms giving me a kiss on the head. A familiar voice emerged from this shadowy figure. "I'm not letting you do this. I can't. I love you." I instantly knew who it was. It was Jonah.
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On the edge of life and death | Jonah Marais
FanfictionI thought that death was a sweet release, then I met him. Also the beginning is really cheesy but it's not very cheesy once you read a few chapters
