Fatal Feelings

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And there I was in my room at midnight,staring at the ceiling i don't know for how long but I had a flood of tears streaming down my face. I was crying. To be honest I don't know why. I get that feeling a lot, but what I know right now is that I'm not Okay and I never will be. I remember when I was in middle school, they talked about depression,anxiety and loneliness and I was there smiling telling myself that there is no way I would ever be like that. Look at me now, I had a shitty life but at the moment i have no idea why I'm crying. They tell me its gonna be alright, I just smile and look away because they will never understand.