i have a love hate relationship with nightfall
it's when i feel most powerful
with tranquil air
and clarity filled air
once dull eyes lit up
slumped figure straighten
a one's true self released
i'm able to think,
to plan, to calculate, to manipulate
i'm able to feel,
to empathize, to comprehend
but nighttime is also when i feel
most vulnerable
i think too much
i feel too much
and it's s u f f O CAtI nG
its too much !!!
its overwhelmingggggggg
it's when the darkness seeps in
it's when the demons lurk in the dark
it's when the evil from within, unleashed
freed from the fragile shackles of sanity
a beast set free, roaming ruthlessly
my eyes blind
my head shrouded
my heart corrupted
i feel rage
wrath
disgust
envy
sadness
pride
the world starts to spin around
and around and around and around
and around and around and around
andaroundandaroundandaroundand
aroundandaroundandaroundand
it STOPPED!
then all went blank
the castle i built, crumbled
the fire i felt, turned to ash
the me i once known,
gone
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a.n :
hi y'all ! its faye here !!
and this can count as the first work
i've ever published on wattpad
(i posted smith before and i deleted it sksks)
i still don't know where i'm going to lead this book,
but i do hope you enjoyed it !!
love, f
constructive criticism are very much welcomed ;)
