Alone and forgotten
Afraid and hurt
That's all I seem to feel
Yelling and screaming
Cussing out all
Is all I seem to hear
Punching and kicking
Fighting and hurting
Is all I want to do
But I can't
I won't any longer
I must fight this through
I have to
I need to
I want to
But it's really hard
What if I can't do it
What if it controls me
What if.... what if.... what if....
