Heartbroken

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1 week later
Courtney's POV
I woke up and decided that today was gonna be the day that I told Noah,hoping he still likes me.
I get up and get changed
I texted Olivia
Courtney-Mornin pretty lady!
Liv-Morning!
Courtney-Do you mind if you could give me a ride to school?
Liv-Aren't we gonna walk?
Courtney-To lazy
Liv-Ok we can pick up Ericka and Mari
Courtney-Yeah
Liv-See you in 20
I get off my phone and eat something.
Lately, I've been falling asleep and Shayne he's been carrying me.
I fit perfectly into his arms and it very comfortable.
I don't even know why I'm think of him.
He's a huge a*shole
I get a call from Olivia not realizing that it's been 20 minutes.
And for those 20 minutes I thought of Shayne
I head out the front door while saying bye to my mom and sister.
I'm not sure if I confirmed this but my mom and dad got divorced leaving my mom with just me and Kari.
Anyways
I get into Olivia's car and we're off to our friends then to school.

Shayne POV
I want to tell Court that I'm sorry,but I'm not sure how. I can't just say it. It has to be big since I've bullied her for 4 years.
What was I thinking?!
How could I have hurt a girl. No girl should ever go through what I made Courtney do.
I felt ashamed and dumb
Now
I lover her and I won't even get the chance with someone who hates me.
I'm already at school waiting for someone to show up.
I then see Courtney and she walks up the stairs like a goddess.
She looked so pretty and perfect
I feel horrible
I feel like ending my journey right here
The bell Rings soon enough and I'm off to first period.
I sit a bit away from Court still behind her.
I think about her for most of the period and while my brain wanting me to stop.
But she kept slipping into my mind.
I stare outside still wondering why I did what I did.

Courtney's POV
I decided that after this period since there's a 10 mind break, I would get Noah alone and give it to him. Or maybe just tell him in person.
And as I wished for the bell had rang and I was off to find Noah.
I was having a hard time looking for him.
I decided to text him to meet me near the water fountain by his 3rd period class
I had the note in my hand and it slipped out.

Shayne's POV
I saw a paper flying towards me and I got it and opened it.
Dear Noah,
I may be a bit late,but I love you. I tried and I did. I found out I actually love you more than a friend. If you still love me,do you think we could date?
~Court Court
I closed it knowing what I felt
I saw Courtney coming towards me
Courtney-Hey Shayne could you give it back! It's important!
I give it to her without a thanks and I head to an area where nobody would find me
My heart is beating
My palms are sweaty
My throat feels pain wanting me to scream the words 'I love you Courtney'   but they didn't.
The girl I loved
Adored
Cared for
The girl I lost
Loved,adored,and cared for another guy.
I feel a hot liquid start to form in my eyes
Knowing they were tears I couldn't let them roll out my eyes
I scream in frustration and wipe my tears.
I head to 3rd period knowing today I was heartbroken

Courtney's POV
I eventually found Noah and gave it to him.
He read it and hugged me and asked me out on a date.
I can't believe he still loved me.
I was finally happy
Or so I thought
My heart ached
And I'm not sure why
Maybe It's excited aching
This didn't feel that way
It felt like I was missing something
It I longed for something I could never have.
We say our goodbyes and I head to class with a huge smile planted on my face

The school day passes and I'm stuck walking to Shayne's house  with Shayne
I didn't care though
All I could think about is that Noah loved me.
Shayne had acted differently today during tutoring
He didn't talk,tease,smile,or even laugh.
Courtney-Hey are you ok?
Shayne-I'm fine
Courtney-We may not be friends,but you can tell me
Shayne-No I can't!
Courtney-Ok fine..
It was an intense silence that filled the air but I didn't mind it as much as Shayne minded it
He would sometimes grunt or mumble a curse word here and there
We finished early so I left home

Shayne's POV
I was happy she left early
I didn't want to see the girl I caused to hate me
Even though I was happy
I didn't want her to leave
I wanted her to stay in my arms forever.
I wish it was like that good old days

(Hey guys hopes you guys enjoyed this chapter. Sorry I wasn't able to post earlier cause of my schedule.
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