Behind My Eyes

18

I don't know how to help you anymore,

I don't.

So please don't think I stopped talking to you because I hate you,

I just don't want to hurt you.

I don't want to make things worse for you,

I tried helping but I didn't.

Every argument we had,

You just had to give me reasons on why you should leave.

I always gave you reasons why you should stay,

but I'm guessing that it's not enough for you.

Everyone that cares,

Was it ever enough?

You have this urge to give up and it's hurting me because once in our lives you meant everything to me.

I would give up my life for you any day.

I'm sorry that you don't see how much I care,

and I know I'm not great at showing it.

But I care so much,

please don't leave me.

Please don't leave yet.

-Esme