Sorry,
If I'm afraid of telling the truth.
Sorry,
For making or covering up stories.
Sorry,
For not being myself.
Sorry,
For feeling so alone even if you always tell you're there.
Sorry,
For not investing my time in our relationship.
Sorry,
For not believing your words.
Sorry,
For being cold.
Sorry,
For being insecure.
Sorry,
For making everyday in my life with you a competition.
Sorry,
For not being comfortable.
Sorry,
For not letting my barriers down.
Sorry,
For being stupid.
Sorry,
For all the things I should be sorry for.
Sorry,
Because I don't know what friendship is.
Maybe I was too sure and comfortable that you'll always be here for me. That you'll stay for every reason I give, that you'll believe on every lies I make.
Sorry for not remembering you are humans, and that friends come and go, that people don't stay, that I'm doing mistakes.
Sorry for being so tough outside I'm not even considering how you feel.
And now all of you are gone,
And the shadows are hunting me,
Shouting all the mistakes I've done.
But no, I don't regret you walking away, because I also don't want you to be involved or affected by everything I will decide to do.
Sorry for not letting my barriers down,
I just dont want to let the monsters get out of my zone,
I'm afraid they will hunt you,
Scare you, and kill you everyday
Like what they are doing to me.
YOU ARE READING
The Darkness That Conquers Me
PoetrySome people may not understand the content and some may relate. I want people to know that this is common and might eat you alive. They say when you know you're being a victim, seek help. But it's not everytime that people will help people.
