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"I don't care if I am a Kpop Idol. I want us to be together all the time."
•• K-POP FANFICTION SERIES ••
Seoul; a place where you would want to be at. Relaxing, admirable, and where you'd want...
Those words repeated on my mind. I only have two days to deal with this. We'll have our dance practice tomorrow then we'll have a one week break.
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. It revealed Sehun and Luhan holding their favorite drinks with an extra one which they handed to me.
They sat on my table and smiled. "Did you make your decision already?" Luhan asked after he put down his drink that he sipped on.
I sighed. "Nope." I looked at them. "It's so difficult when you're a famous idol and everyone needs you, then you have this problem about your love life."
They all nodded but then Sehun noticed something. "Is that the reason why you wanted to leave EXO because of Sohye?" He asked.
I nodded because he was right. "I was blinded by her love. She made me feel like she's Min Na but she isn't. It makes me want to see Min Na even more."
"Why did you date her though?" Luhan asked and sipped on his drink.
"Well-"
Flashback It has been a year since me and Min Na were in a relationship.
She has been messaging me for how many times but I can't reply to her messages. I knew that she would understand since she's dating an idol so she has to deal with it.
But when I see her messages like "How are you?", "Good luck!", and "Always have fun with what you're doing." totally breaks my heart. Why? Because I couldn't be there with her.
One day, I wanted to bring flowers for her and I bumped into Sohye accidentally. She stole my heart for a moment and she even invited me to eat with her which I gladly accepted her offer.
I didn't know that after that day, I was slowly forgetting Min Na. I forgot her messages, did not accept her calls, and didn't visit her for how many weeks. Sohye was slowly occupying my mind and I didn't know that she hypnotized my life.
End Of Flashback
"And now, I totally miss Min Na. I miss her hugs, her laughter, her smile, everything that no girl can even make me fall in love." I smiled at the thought of what I said.
"Hyung, if I were you, I'd rush to the airport right this instant and go to Hong Kong. I mean, you can leave after dance practice tomorrow if that's alright." Sehun suggested which Luhan nodded in agreement to what he said.
"You think?" I asked and they nodded happily.
I just smiled at my little brothers. "I don't know if what will happen to me if I didn't meet you guys."
"Is that a compliment or?" Luhan giggled.
"Maybe." I laughed.
I checked the time and it was 12:00 pm already. "We should go eat already." I said and stand up. They followed my actions then we all walked outside.
I saw the other 9 members and they greeted us with a smile. Suho held up a bag which I knew it was chicken. "Yey!" Sehun exclaimed then we looked for a seat the ate.
Min Na's POV
I can't sleep. I was thinking of Xiumin again. Why can't I move on?
I was scrolling through our selcas together and there were 365 pictures of us. I smiled at the thought of that when Jackson opened the door which made me hide my phone so that he wouldn't see what I was looking at.
"Hey.." Jackson sat beside me. I smiled as a reply. "Mom and Dad are downstairs watching a movie. Want to watch with us?" He smiled.
"It's okay. I'll just stay here and do random things I don't even know what to do." I kindly declined.
"Or maybe you're hungry or something." He was about to stand up but I pulled him to sit. "It's okay, Jackson. I just ate biscuits." I released from the grip.
He sighed. "Thirsty?" He asked kindly. I shook my head.
"The what do you want then?" He asked.
I looked at him. "Why are you so kind to me these days? We're just strangers. Why are you acting as if we're more than friends? You're confusing my heart, Jackson." I told him the truth.
He sighed. "You want to know why?" He said while pulling me up to stand. "Why?"
He cupped my face with his hands. "Because I-"
"Jackson!" Mrs. Wang barged inside the room and got shocked by what we were doing. "Oh, I'm sorry for disturbing your moment." She said then immediately left.
"Aish! Moms these days." He playfully rolled his eyes.
Jackson faced me. "I want you to wake up early tomorrow. Around 3:00 am, okay?" He ordered then left me speechless.
"Why does he want to wake me up so early?" I mentally asked myself and tried to make hints. "Maybe It's someone's birthday tomorrow so we should buy gifts and he brought me because he doesn't know what to buy." I guessed and laughed at myself.
The laughter I made for myself reminded me of Xiumin and I when we made those amazing memories together.
I took out my phone from the nightstand and scrolled down. I saw a picture of Xiumin doing a selca on my cellphone.
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I kissed the picture on my phone and sighed. "Xiumin, I really love you, but there's always that someone who keeps on blocking our way. Sometimes, I regret leaving you and sometimes I'm mad at you for choosing someone who doesn't look like your type." I talked at the picture.
"I want to hug you, to laugh together, and to see your loving smile that I really wish to see." I said to the same picture and cried.
Does he even miss me? Does he think of me like I always do to him? Is he still with that girl? Will he come to visit me?
Questions occupied my mind. I just couldn't stand it anymore. But to be safe, I'll just stay here in Hong Kong for the rest of my life.
