Shattered~Dan x reader

Chapter 2

A/N 

just wanted to let ya'll know... f/m/l means first middle and last name in case any of ya'll wonder later in the chapter. And if you either dont have a middle name or have two it just basically means your full name. Ok thanks bye

Y/N POV

On the way to the new flat i am such a mess. Or at least on the inside i am. I cannot believe i agreed to move to London and totally forgot my brother lived here! How could i have been so stupid!!

In the car i put on my Panic playlist and zone out, forgetting all my troubles.

I concentrate on the words of the song

"Everything I do is bittersweet

You could tell me secrets that I'll probably repeat 

I'm not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet

It feels like we're pulling teeth

So bittersweet"

I then suddenly fall into a deep sleep

*In dream*

"Help! HELP!" I cry

Then i hear him. My brother, coming for me, unlike before. He carries me out to safety, unlike before. He cares for me and doesnt leave me, unlike before. But best of all he keeps his promise to always care and never hurt me. 

* Waking up now*

"Y/N we're here!!!" Ash squeals. she looks at me, worried " Omg are you ok?"

"Um," i say confused" What do you mean?" 

"Oh it just looks like you been crying, is all" 

Oh that. I must've been crying in my sleep again. Damn it.

"Oh really?" i say, chuckling softly to hide my internal pain and suffering " Must've had a dream or something, huh?"

I climb out of the car to see our new building. Our new home.

"AH!" Ash squeals" this is even better than in the pictures!! Are you ready to take our stuff inside?" She asks eagerly

"Uh Yeah i am!" i say faking enthusiasm. I hope she bought it. 

"Yeah lets do this!" She punches the air in excitement . I guess she bought it then. Thank the lord! 

*Time skip*

" ok that is the LAST box i am carrying up those horrid stairs" I cry out to ashley

" Well you should be happy then because that was the last box and we are officially, drum roll please"

I bang my hands on our small coffee table in our new living room.

"MOVED IN!!" Nala perks up at my banging and out yelling. I reach over to pet her behind her ears. 

"Ok ok but now we have to really celebrate" i say 

"How so?" 

" Um i dont know. How about we..." and then it hits me " how about we go out to a bar or nightclub or something?"

" Wow did the famous f/m/l actually suggest going out to be social?" 

"oh shut up im doing it for you" I say, shoving her playfully. But its not for her its for me. I need to just let go and there is nothing better to get your mind off of something than good ol' alcohol.