Brain: I'm working but I'm stupid, depressed and suicidal.
Heart: I'm beating but I don't feel alive. I'm in so much pain and broken.
Lungs: I'm breathing but it feels heavy and hard to breath.
Eyes: I'm holding to many tears, I can't handel it anymore.
Hands: I want to cut, scratch and strangle my self.
Arms and legs: I'm full of cuts, scratch and scars.
Face: I'm ugly. I'm trying to be pretty with make-up but I'm always ugly.
Mouth: I lie. I smiled. I'm smiling. I will keep up smiling.
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