Mine;Namjin

Kim Seokjin

       Shame.
       Embarrassment.
       And...lust? Is this what I feel? I remember from reading those yaoi books Joonie gave me..they talked a lot about feeling lust? I'm not sure if this is right or not but it's all I've got. I hate this. It's terrifying being so open and bared to someone else.
      But...everything he does eases the pain inside. It hurts but...feels good, too. He seems to know exactly what to do to help erase my pain.
       "Baby, I need you to hold your legs like this." He towers over me between my spread legs and grips the back of my thighs. Chewing on my bottom lip as I try to push away the burning returning inside me, I hesitantly replace his hands and hold my thighs up and out so he has 'easier access' to my problem-or so he says.
       I want this to be over. I'm so humiliated naked and spread open for him to gawk at me. I want to cover myself and run far away but that won't stop the pain and he's already seen me naked so what's the point? It doesn't seem to bother him.
      As my fingers begin to burn from the tight grasp on my legs, he quickly removes his black shorts so that he's naked like me. I look away in embarrassment and hear him chuckle.
       "So innocent and sweet." He leans down and licks my ear. It's a weird sensation. "Do you know how delicious you taste, baby? Like sweet ripe strawberries." He moans and I feel something hard poke my butt. I gasp and almost release my legs but he stops me by placing his hands over mine. "Tsk, Tsk, stay still." He demands and the alpha in it forces my omega into submission. Swallowing hard, I nod.
       His eyes roam over my body as his fingers lightly stroke over my privates. The urge to push him away is strong but the need to obey my alpha-my mate is stronger and not to be ignored.
      "So obedient, baby. I'm going to do something different this time, little one." His tone is softer but it's still gruff at the same time. I shudder from the effect it has on my body. I don't like it...maybe.
      "A-are we done?" I whisper. His eyes meet mine with wicked amusement.
      "Oh no. We haven't started yet, mate. This time I'm going to give you want your body needs. It'll ease the pain for awhile. It might hurt at first, though." He rubs my stomach soothingly as I take on his words. What could hurt worse than what I'm already going through?!
       I begin to shake and my fingers start to slip from my legs. He stops them. "Don't make me restrain you..." he pauses, looking down at me. "Actually, I think I will. It'll make it easier for both of us." He clicks his tongue and leaves the bed. I drop my legs and hug then to my chest, scared once more.
       "N-no, please don't! I'll behave, I promise!" I cry as he comes back with two thick ropes. My eyes widen and I have the urge to run but he grabs my arm before I can move. He drags me farther up the bed and attaches my wrists together then loops the rope through the bed frame. I can't move my hands at all.
      As he leans down to suck on my nipple, I start to hyperventilate.
      "Shh, it's ok, little one. You'll like this, trust me. Trust your alpha." He demands and I feel my body instantly begin to calm against my better judgement. The omega in me has no choice. He tosses the other rope on the bed and climbs back in place, forcing my thighs wide apart. His fingers squeeze hard enough to leave bruises and I wince from the sharp pain.
       I stare up at the ceiling as he slips a finger inside me. I gasp and grunt from the feel but it doesn't really hurt so much because of the weird fluid coming out of me. It feels like I'm constantly peeing on myself only from my butt and not my privates...it's gross, how can he like this? How can he t-taste it? Will he make me taste his pee? I shudder and want to throw up at the thought.
He breaths become harsh pants as he adds another finger beside his other one and my body instinctively clinches around them. Heat shoots up my spine and a moan slips out of my mouth. It felt...good. His fingers thrust in and out of me roughly as his free hand rubs over my privates. I've never felt so...exposed. Sweat pours down my body and my butt is soaking the sheets.
"Yes, feel this? Feels good? Daddy's going to make you cum again, little one." He growls and removes his fingers, making a wet squelching sound which makes me flush in embarrassment.
I watch with eyes eyes as he takes his own privates and rubs it against mine. Gasping from how good it feels, my hips shift and my own privates stand straight up, leaking. He's going to make me p-pee myself! I open my mouth to beg him to stop before I have an accident but all that comes out is a soft whine.
He pulls back for just an instant before moving his privates lower and touching my butt cheek. I flinch and clench my cheeks together but he gives me a glare and pries them apart. I have no strength to stop this.
"Hush, little one. I'm going to put myself inside you now. It'll hurt for a moment but it'll feel good soon and will help ease the pain of your needing." He tries to explain as he lines his privates up with my little hole. It won't fit! He's going to rip me apart!
As he slowly begins to slide inside me, a small whimper slips out from my clenched teeth. I don't think I'll survive this...