✧Life of Papi - 2017✧

I FINALLY FOUND IT &#^$*^&%&#&

OKAY THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS GONNA BE IN CAPS BECAUSE MY SEARCH IS FINALLY FUCKING OVER

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OHMYGOD

BASICALLY IN MARCH THIS YEAR, I REMEMBERED READING A VKOOK FAN FICTION THAT GOT ME FEELING FEELS THAT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW EXISTED WITHIN ME LIKE FRIGGIN' RISING AGONY ARGHHHHHH

AND I FORGOT TO FUCKING ADD IT TO MY READING LIST AND LIBRARY AND A MONTH LATER, I WAS STILL DWELLING DEEP INTO THAT FAN FIC FROM MEMORY BECAUSE THOSE FEELS THAT I FELT AT THAT TIME DIDN'T DISAPPEAR AT ALL.

AND THUS MY SEARCH FOR THAT STORY BEGAN

I REMEMBERED THE WHOLE PLOTLINE VERY VERY VERY CLEARLY AND JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY HEART HURT AND HAVE GOOSEBUMPS AND CHILLS ALL OVER MY BODY, NGL

I KEPT SEARCHING BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO READ THAT BOOK AGAIN AND CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP FOR PROBABLY 2 MORE YEARS OR SMTH

BUT I HAD NO LUCK UNTIL MIDNIGHT TODAY

I WAS JUST SCROLLING THROUGH MY FEED AND THE SUGGESTED BOOKS BY WATTPAD WHEN I SAW A FAN FIC.

IT WAS CALLED, "ORPHAN | VKOOK" BUT I THOUGHT I ALREADY READ IT AND I DIDN'T WANT TO READ IT AGAIN SO I JUST SKIPPED IT.

BUT SOMETHING IN MY HEAD WAS NAGGING ME AND I THOUGHT WHY NOT JUST READ IT? MAYBE I DIDN'T ACTUALLY READ THIS?

SO I OPENED THE BOOK.

THE BOOK.

THE FRIGGIN' FAN FIC.

F.A.N.F.I.C.T.I.O.N.

I READ THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS AND I WAS LIKE, OMG THIS IS QUITE SIMILAR TO LOTS OF FAN FICS I READ, BUT I KEPT READING IT ANYWAYS JUST TO GET THE WHOLE PLOT

AND THEN I FUCKING SAW TWO WORDS.

"YOONGI" AND "HOSPITAL"

MY HEART LITERALLY RACED TO LIKE A 1000000000 BEATS PER SECOND AND I COULDN'T BREATHE PROPERLY FOR A SOLID FEW SECONDS

I LEGIT STARTED TEARING UP BECAUSE AT THAT TIME I WAS LIKE 99.03% SURE THAT THIS WAS THE FAN FIC I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR, FOR THE PAST 8/9 MONTHS

I KEPT READING AND GOT THE FUCKING CHILLS AND GOOSEBUMPS ON MY ARMS AND THEN I LOST IT WHEN I SAW ONE WORD

"LION"

OKAY THAT WORD MADE ME START CRYING AND SOBBING OUT LOUD BECAUSE I REALISED THAT I ACTUALLY FOUND THE RIGHT FAN FIC AFTER LOOKING FOR AGES AND AGES AND NOW MY SEARCH IS FINALLY OVER

BTW, "LION" IS THE NICKNAME FOR TAE <3

THE VKOOK, TAEKOOK, KOOKV, KOOKTAE FAN FICTION ON WATTPAD IS CALLED..........

ORPHAN | VKOOK

IT'S WRITTEN BY THE AUTHOR Monocchio

OMFG I THINK THIS WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE BEST FAN FICTIONS I'VE EVER READ ON WATTPAD AND ALL MY LOVE GOES TOWARDS THIS AUTHOR BECAUSE NOW I'M GONNA CHERISH THIS FAN FIC DEEPLY AND REMEMBER THIS DAY IN MY FUTURE YEARS

THE DATE IS:

28/10/2017 AT 12:25 A.M.

ARGHHHHH I LOVE YOU AUTHOR NIM, THANK YOU FOR COMING UP ON MY RECOMMENDATIONS/SUGGESTED AND THANK YOU EVER SO FUCKING MUCH FOR WRITING THIS FAN FICTION.

I THINK I MIGHT PRINT OUT THIS FAN FIC AND PUT IT IN A SCRAPBOOK OR SMTH, IT'S BLOODY AMAZING

I THINK THIS IS THE POINT WHERE YOU SHOULD ALL WONDER WHETHER I'M CRAZY OR NOT

BUT IM CRAZY FOR THIS FAN FICTONI SIDFHJKSJBGAJLSHFGLSUJGJKSDGF

MY FUCKING FEELS

HAVE

RISEN

TO

THE

SURFACE

ONCE

AGAIN

FUUCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I NEED TO WRITE THIS DOWN TO HELP ME SO BYEEEEEE