Well While I am Biracial, that's not what I mean in the title. (HAHA SOME BIRACIAL JOKES)
-K. So I always play volleyball. It's my favorite sport. But Ever since 6th grade, my school has a Top and bottom team. I have always gotten on a top team, but that's where the problems start.
1. None of my friends were on the top team or just didn't play sports.
2. My teammates are literally popular manipulative girls.
3. And It's just super stressful.
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So In 6th grade I lost all my friends on my Vball team (long story). So It's a main factor in my deppression and anxiety.
Funny part is, I can't seem to ever play in my age range. I'm always one year ahead (I'm a year younger then my grade).So, I'm doing school. After that ends I do Club. I was planning on quitting volleyball in 7th grade, so I could not be flooded with schoolwork, deppression, and a ball spiked at my face. I played season, then club.
I decided I would quit volleyball if My club Coach (He was one of those super great coaches) coached my age group again.
Well, he got complaints of being to tough for some 8th-9th graders, so he got moved too 18-year-olds. I decided I would quit afteer school Vball.
BUT WAITS THERES MORE.
My hopefully last game is next Sunday. (Thx be to God) But My Mom swoops in.
Mom: Quitting volleyball caused me to make so many bad descisions.
Me: Well I'm not you.
Mom: I'm trying to help you not become more deppressed. You need to be social.
Me: Being Social caused my deppression.
Mom: *ponders* If I could get you something you wanted, would you do volleyball.
Me: *tries to think of something super expensive I am working towards, that she would say no too* A Drawing Tablet.
Mom: How Expensive are those?
Me: *plans failing* The cheapest one I can find is 100 dollars.
Mom: *thinks*
My mind: I'm never getting out of this sport am I?
Mom: Ok.
My mind: GODWHYDOYOUHATEMEITHOUGHTWEWEREFRIENDS
--So yeah, if I ever come online as a little ball of angst. (littleballofangst hey look at that) You know what happened.
I'm a cheap person in general. I ususually like buying things with my own money. (I have a job) and I was slowly saving up for one.
And my family is a cheap family. In any other circumstance it would of been a flat NO. But of course, it had to be for Volleyball.
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--Ok. One of these days I'm going to make an art dump. To make up for no art. But I drew two of my OCs kissing. (FLUFFFLUFF) It was a super cute drawing. But a parent saw.
Parent: Are those both girls?
Me: Hahahaha. No
mind: Hahaha YES.
So I was panicking. Becuz. I made the "boy" look shorter (STEREOTYPES AMIRIGHT). I quickly changed the subject.
I just realized I typed more on this one page then I do in any of my chapters.
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I might animate the "Pause meme" I really like It and it seems like an easier thing to draw.
IM STILL SORRY FOR MY LACK OF ART.
well Adieu.

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